[Verse 1]
Baked cod, carrot soup, bottled water on the tray
Watch my teaspoon slowly sinking in the strawberry purée
Sitting at the corner table to reorganize my brain
Contemplate the problems that are causing all this pain
No laces on my shoes and no handles on the windows
Safe when the wind blows, castle made of pillows
White coats with clipboards are gathering the info
Staring at the ceiling in the evening
Wishing everything was simple
Don't wanna be such a burden
Pave my own way instead of running round in circles
But jumping off the surface
Got me stumbling over hurdles like a bumbling old person;
Feel so motherfucking worthless
Swallowing the bitter flavor
Watering the wither acres
Critters of acrylic paint are jitterring in glitter chaos
Wilderness is hermitage but dying of thirst
Civility is biting a curb, if you try to disturb
[Pre-Chorus]
Outta vision, feeling featherweight
Catching a lonely breeze to elevate
Headstone will forever mark an empty grave
Yeah, i levitate towards the heaven's gate
The saints have a taste for the finer things
Golden halo glow, shiny diamond rings
Ripped from my body i'm diving in
The empire of endlessness
[Chorus]
I guess i'll find out when i'm older
If it's ever gotten over
I guess i'll find out when it's over
If i've ever gotten older
[Verse 2]
Falling back asleep only minutes after wake time
Memories slowly drifting throughout spacetime
Staying in this state early morning until late night
Underlined with hi-hat rolls and 808 basslines
Cage fight, heavy mental
Close my lips, how i loathe sounding sentimental
Ghost like i'm Danny Phantom
Choke on my sentences, i know i'm not that eloquent, i'm very gentle
When i'm silent, don't assume bad intents though
That is facts though
'Cause i don't carry hate in me
I'm just lacking faith you see
That's why i'm acting aimlessly
I'm on the track like racing teams
This is my outlet, drown that in loudness
I'm your one person house band
Penning music is therapeutic
Rapid mood swings are getting putrid
Still standing through it, but these hopes decline
Is it ending smoothly? please hold the line
[Chorus]
I guess i'll find out when i'm older
If it's ever gotten over
I guess i'll find out when it's over
If i've ever gotten older
Baked cod, carrot soup, bottled water on the tray
Watch my teaspoon slowly sinking in the strawberry purée
Sitting at the corner table to reorganize my brain
Contemplate the problems that are causing all this pain
No laces on my shoes and no handles on the windows
Safe when the wind blows, castle made of pillows
White coats with clipboards are gathering the info
Staring at the ceiling in the evening
Wishing everything was simple
Don't wanna be such a burden
Pave my own way instead of running round in circles
But jumping off the surface
Got me stumbling over hurdles like a bumbling old person;
Feel so motherfucking worthless
Swallowing the bitter flavor
Watering the wither acres
Critters of acrylic paint are jitterring in glitter chaos
Wilderness is hermitage but dying of thirst
Civility is biting a curb, if you try to disturb
[Pre-Chorus]
Outta vision, feeling featherweight
Catching a lonely breeze to elevate
Headstone will forever mark an empty grave
Yeah, i levitate towards the heaven's gate
The saints have a taste for the finer things
Golden halo glow, shiny diamond rings
Ripped from my body i'm diving in
The empire of endlessness
[Chorus]
I guess i'll find out when i'm older
If it's ever gotten over
I guess i'll find out when it's over
If i've ever gotten older
[Verse 2]
Falling back asleep only minutes after wake time
Memories slowly drifting throughout spacetime
Staying in this state early morning until late night
Underlined with hi-hat rolls and 808 basslines
Cage fight, heavy mental
Close my lips, how i loathe sounding sentimental
Ghost like i'm Danny Phantom
Choke on my sentences, i know i'm not that eloquent, i'm very gentle
When i'm silent, don't assume bad intents though
That is facts though
'Cause i don't carry hate in me
I'm just lacking faith you see
That's why i'm acting aimlessly
I'm on the track like racing teams
This is my outlet, drown that in loudness
I'm your one person house band
Penning music is therapeutic
Rapid mood swings are getting putrid
Still standing through it, but these hopes decline
Is it ending smoothly? please hold the line
[Chorus]
I guess i'll find out when i'm older
If it's ever gotten over
I guess i'll find out when it's over
If i've ever gotten older
( Vemberwost )
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