[Verse I: Tommy Wit Da Tone]
Lately I been back on the cigarettes
Tried to quit but I mean fuck it just let me express
Coming to terms with my mental it’s hard to accept
Try to get shit done but I’m fucking stressed
Moving forward day by day but with no progress
Don’t think I’m getting out this rut just to be honest
Giving it all up a constant cross with intellect
I’m just the product of a child who dealt with neglect
Mom and Dad please tell me how you been
I wanna talk on a walk and maybe you’ll love again
I didn’t deserve all the things that made me hurt within
All the silence that surrounds us got mе hurting
I give my all for the peoplе I love
Just for them to walk all on me and proceed to shove
Sometimes I look up to the man above
But I know there’s nothing up there just the sight of doves
[Verse II: Tommy Wit Da Tone]
I ain’t been to work in about two weeks
And that’s just because I been feeling so weak
I find it hard to find the words to speak
This life I’ve been living just feels so bleak
I can’t always say it’s gonna be better tomorrow
The time I’ve existed just feels like it’s borrowed
Try to break my ways but I’m just filled with sorrow
Try to be so happy but my shell is hollow
A great escape is something I crave
Away from the mundane feelings of pain
My mental has been hurt, and feelings have been raped
Decay of the mind state, feeling dismayed
Ain’t been fucking eating right I ain’t been getting sleep
Don’t you fucking look at me I’m feeling anxiously
Wanna talk to someone but no one is there it seems
Constantly I’m always fucking sowing what I reap
[Verse III: Tommy Wit Da Tone]
No amount of money will leave me fulfilled
Barely paying my bills, wanna give up the will
Been breaking down every single night
Never had no hope and never saw no light
Always felt I never fit in, no matter what I did, ever since a kid
So I said "fuck it, I’ll just be me", but I hate myself, so how could that be?
Hands twist my insides, an hour glass lost in time
Just say I’m fine to another passerby
When really my suicide I won’t defy
Got no stride, don’t know why, feel the tides, dead inside
When all is said and done, I will be the only one
I am nobodies son, bite the tip of a gun
I am beaten, bruised, and broken, feeling so worn
Nobody cares until they have to mourn
Lately I been back on the cigarettes
Tried to quit but I mean fuck it just let me express
Coming to terms with my mental it’s hard to accept
Try to get shit done but I’m fucking stressed
Moving forward day by day but with no progress
Don’t think I’m getting out this rut just to be honest
Giving it all up a constant cross with intellect
I’m just the product of a child who dealt with neglect
Mom and Dad please tell me how you been
I wanna talk on a walk and maybe you’ll love again
I didn’t deserve all the things that made me hurt within
All the silence that surrounds us got mе hurting
I give my all for the peoplе I love
Just for them to walk all on me and proceed to shove
Sometimes I look up to the man above
But I know there’s nothing up there just the sight of doves
[Verse II: Tommy Wit Da Tone]
I ain’t been to work in about two weeks
And that’s just because I been feeling so weak
I find it hard to find the words to speak
This life I’ve been living just feels so bleak
I can’t always say it’s gonna be better tomorrow
The time I’ve existed just feels like it’s borrowed
Try to break my ways but I’m just filled with sorrow
Try to be so happy but my shell is hollow
A great escape is something I crave
Away from the mundane feelings of pain
My mental has been hurt, and feelings have been raped
Decay of the mind state, feeling dismayed
Ain’t been fucking eating right I ain’t been getting sleep
Don’t you fucking look at me I’m feeling anxiously
Wanna talk to someone but no one is there it seems
Constantly I’m always fucking sowing what I reap
[Verse III: Tommy Wit Da Tone]
No amount of money will leave me fulfilled
Barely paying my bills, wanna give up the will
Been breaking down every single night
Never had no hope and never saw no light
Always felt I never fit in, no matter what I did, ever since a kid
So I said "fuck it, I’ll just be me", but I hate myself, so how could that be?
Hands twist my insides, an hour glass lost in time
Just say I’m fine to another passerby
When really my suicide I won’t defy
Got no stride, don’t know why, feel the tides, dead inside
When all is said and done, I will be the only one
I am nobodies son, bite the tip of a gun
I am beaten, bruised, and broken, feeling so worn
Nobody cares until they have to mourn
( Tommy Wit Da Tone )
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