[Lyric] SUFFER (RAADFORD)

[Verse 1]
Why do I exist
I'm so fucking tired of this
Finna slit a fucking wrist
Need to take the fucking risk
I feel everything at ten
I just wish this shit would end
No more feel this pain again
And so I put it in the pen

[Verse 2]
That shit kept me up at night
It was 3 AM
Then I picked up my phone to write some shit to you
But then I had to come to my senses
I knew well and good that doing that shit would be senseless
There was no more tension

[Verse 3]
Everything I touch is a motherfucking failure
Feeling like I'm drowning and I got no fucking savior
Maybe I'm not loud enough
When I'm underwater
When I was abovе ground I should have tried harder
[Verse 4]
How did I еnd up here I wish I had a clue
Guess this is my opportunity to tell the truth
Not a single day goes by where I don't suffer
Think I'd rather fucking die
I've had enough