[Lyric] Sugarcrash (Kade McCuen)

At it alone again
Throwing my phone again
At something yeah now it's broken
Not like anyone would notice
Tell me it's all okay
Lie to me straight to my face
I know you mean nothing you say
No words truer spoken

I don't think you understand why I'm standing up here
Okay I'm
23 stories up high and I think that this is
The last page
I don't know why you try so hard to keep me standing up
So steady
It'd be so much easier falling right now just one push
I'm ready

I'm on a sugarcrash
I ain't got no fuckin' cash
But maybe I should take a bath
Cut my fuckin' brain in half
I'm not lonely just a bit
Tired of this fuckin' shit
Nothing that I write can make me
Feel good
I'm on a sugarcrash
(i ain't got no fuckin' cash)
Maybe I should take a bath
(cut my fuckin' brain in half)
I'm not lonely just a bit
(I'm not lonely just a bit)
Tired of this fuckin' shit
Yeah

I don't think you wanna watch
But maybe I'll jump and I'll fly
What a twist to the plot that'd be
When I was so ready to die
You tell me that's not how it works
That if I jump I will bleed
But I don't care if it hurts
That's what I want, don't you see?
Everyone around me everyone I known and loved
Can reassure me all they want but I know I am not enough
It's just sympathy they pity me
It's sad to see them still worry
My mental state is unhealthy
I think my time is up

I'm on a sugarcrash
I ain't got no fuckin' cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my fuckin' brain in half
I'm not lonely just a bit
Tired of this fuckin' shit
Nothing that I write can make me
Feel good
I'm on a sugarcrash
(i ain't got no fuckin' cash)
Maybe I should take a bath
(cut my fuckin' brain in half)
I'm not lonely just a bit
(I'm not lonely just a bit)
Tired of this fuckin' shit
Yeah

Feeling shitty in my bed
Didn't take my fuckin' meds
Sad lofi up in my ear
Everything just disappears
Don't wanna be someone else
Just don't wanna hate myself
Just don't wanna hate myself
But I don't deserve to feel good

I'm on a sugarcrash
I ain't got no fuckin' cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my fuckin' brain in half
I'm not lonely just a bit
Tired of this fuckin' shit
Nothing that I write can make me
Feel good
I'm on a sugarcrash
(i ain't got no fuckin' cash)
Maybe I should take a bath
(cut my fuckin' brain in half)
I'm not lonely just a bit
(I'm not lonely just a bit)
Tired of this fuckin' shit
Yeah

I'm on a sugarcrash
I'm on a
I'm on a
I ain't got no fuckin' cash
Fuckin' cash
I'm on a
Cut my fuckin' brain in half
Sugarcrash
Sugarcrash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my fuckin'
I'm on a