[Lyric] Suicidal (The 0J)

Suicidal thoughts kept me busy
Suicidal thoughts made me dizzy
They made me think
They made me blink
Suicidal thoughts kept me busy
Suicidal thoughts made me dizzy
They made me think
They made me blink
Take the Glock Go round the block
Shoot your shot
Coz I got caught
In a session, with depression
No discretion
Some possesion
With depression
I repeated
Ill delete it
Too late I got hate
Yeah it rhymes with late
At this rate
I might kill
Take a bill
From the boss of the hoss
Wearing gloss
Take a loss
I got sauce
Go across
The table
I am able
Not a fable
Hang a noose round my neck
Then go check
If on deck
Imma die
Say goodbye
See the sky
One last time
Coz she broke up with me
Coz they left me on the streets
No regrets
Cozy beds
Is what got me thinkin
Do they love me
Did they love me
If I run will they look for me
If I cry will she come back
Will she give my hoodie back
Coz I remember it was black
Memories were so many
Arguments too heavy
Had no ideas any
No one what to do
Robbed every single penny
That I brought from school
Why don’t they love me
Suicidal thoughts made me blue

Don’t know what to do
If anyone only knew
How much she meant to me
How much happy we could be
But I see through you
Just put 2 and 2
Into view
Yeah

She never loved me
I was gonna ask her to be
My one and only
Till death do us part
From the start
Till we got our first child... who’d be smart
Who knows art
Not who’d be pushing carts
To the court of the king
The thought stings
This is a real thing
This is real
You will heal
Got much zeal
Soft like veal
There's a deal
That will make you feel
High like the sky
Oh my
You cannot deny
That you cried
But imma tell you now
Don't worry
Don’t hurry
That’s what my friends told me
But you know me
I never listened