[Lyric] Summer Kills (Alice Dreamt)

All those summers back, I had regretted much, I regretted often
Yea, all those summer back, I didn't really know what to do with myself

But in the summer heat, I believed that there was more than suffering
Yea, in the summer heat, I promised that I would one day rule the world

So how about going out and doing something, yea? Doing anything
To get my mind off, off of the constant fear, of the constant panic

And maybe if we do, we can plead for a blissful ignorance
Often sick to death with ennui and with a crippling sense of dread

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I said by 25, I said by 30
I'd rather be dead than not achieve a thing at all
I didn't want to fail, I didn't want to face
All my fears and suffocating anxieties

All those summers back, I was haunted by a ghost of my own making
Yea, all those summers back, I wished to be something, just to feel anything
Yea, in the summer heat, I believed that I could really be something
Yea, in the summer heat, I saw a dream of a world in which I could be fine