[Lyric] Survivors Guilt (Callisto Coretta)

[Verse 1 : Aqua Coretta]
Survivors guilt
All the blood spilt with no reason
Devil stays inside my mind schemin'
Think I become friends with the demons
Should I even be worried
All I know is that I'm always in a hurry
All I know is that I'm looking for my burden

[Verse 2 : Aqua Coretta]
Survivors guilt
All the feelings I ain't admit I felt
All the dark nights, crying, screaming for help
Saying I'm fine, lying to myself
Serpent hisses at my door
I ain't been to sleep
Thinking how I could be gone
Thinking how I could get the throne

[Verse 3 : Aqua Coretta]
Survivors guilt
All relationships I destroyed and built
All the hearts that I broke
Everything that I spoke
Was more than just words
Kinda feel like a note
They'll rеmember me whеn I'm gone
I just know
[Verse 4 : Aqua Coretta]
Survivors guilt
I've seen you destroy yourself
Preaching in my songs
But I still didn't help
I was praying for your fall
It's my time now
Never frown, never drown
Keep my toes up
Never smile also
I'm stuck in the middle
Fiddle with thoughts of suicide
That's how I feel
And ain't nobody able to stop my survivors guilt