Song: Survivors Guilt
Artist:  Kydo Chill
Year: 2021
Viewed: 26 - Published at: 6 years ago

[Intro Katina's Prayer]
Our father in heaven
May your name be kept holy
May you you kingdom come soon
And your will be done on earth as it is in heaven
Give us today the food we need and forgive us for a sin

If you give to those against you
Your heavenly father will forgive you

[Verse]
Gotta use my own
I need a shoulder to lean
Who do I depend on when everyone depends on me?
I'm in the darkest place right now it’s getting harder to see

Back in a dark place if you search then you'll see
Gotta bе the strongs even whеn I feel weak
Couldn’t quit running and I hardly could breath
Bullets whizzing by my face pray they don't hit me
Paranoia feels like every car out looking for me
Last thing I remember about big bro was his brains on the seat
This ain't no cup of water know this shit gets deep
There's a couple fatalities I still see in my dream

Fifth grade I hardly ever could sleep
Always woke up from screams
Parents going at it wasn’t helping a thing
Looking through obituaries like this could of been me

Really got me in my thoughts like what's so special about me
I can say it now didn't think I'd see it past 13
One of the last out of my circle, most my bros, is deceased
Ducked more shots than the guard on kareem

50 casket later now i don't feel a thing
Post traumatic stress from all the shit that i seen
Put me on some pills but i ain’t poppin them thangs
Hanging on to angle with the devil on me

Been this ways since the first day I could breathe
Born at 1:32pm on june the 18th
Tuesday afternoon almost the ending of spring
Its was 1991 Chicago got them a ring

My mom always tell me i was the angriest thing
Give my flowers while I'm here don't wait till a grave for me
I'm not that same little boy, a lot done changed in me
Ain't gotta bang no set to catch a shell they free
Hate the east side cause they took my granny from me
This nightmare is real wish it all was a dream
Lost momma momma the day before my birthday could reach
Lost and heartbroken wish the pressure would cease

Out of all them dead bodys that one I wasn't ready to see
Designed her obituary most yall just had it read

( Kydo Chill )
www.ChordsAZ.com

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