[Lyric] Sycamore Flashback (Ben Varney)

[Verse 1]
A life of conformity amounting to abyss
Slip into oblivion guess ignorance is bliss
But we here for the minute so just let us get our kicks
Living on a diet made of coffee n some crisps
And still I swallow tears
Wash 'em back with a couple hunnid beers
I fight fears in my nightmares
I write fierce so through dark nights light pierce
Feel like I'm biking down a mountain but the pedals stuck
A nettle in the meadow, still I make the petals blush
Skies are yellow, hazmat suits, I'm in a metal tux
I aim the barrel to the stars 'fore we turn to dust
Somersaulting over needles as the knives thrown
Tryna contemplate my life my mind is cyclone
In the airlock, water starts to rise, flow
Do I push the button or wait for me to die slow?

[Hook]
And no one said that it was easy
Matter fact I'd say it's pretty difficult
Warm smile but inside I'm bleeding
S.O.S scratched on the sycamore
Front row seats to my movie
As I indulge in my downfall
Only message left to me
S.O.S scratched on the sycamore
[Verse 2]
Shotty slugs, sappin' on that dark matter
All the pellets ingested can't calm the heart's patter
Stars shatter, supernovas in my nightmares
Incisions in the vision charter where the light bares
Yeah
Yeah-eh-eh now
Helicopters in the sky, nothing tear me down right now
Yeah-eh-eh now
Laceration's in the bark never kept me down 'til now
Skies split, like thunder from the white mist
Knives twist, gorging organs when I write scripts
Time shift, letter flutter through the minds rift
Like ships, getting warnings bout an ice tip
Nice kid, tar dripping from the eyelids
Spilt oil slick spilling it's a crisis
Shooting for the moon, if you miss you'll die alone
Fractures in your suit, make your fuckin' head explode

[Hook]
And no one said that it was easy
Matter fact I'd say it's pretty difficult
Warm smile but inside I'm bleeding
S.O.S scratched on the sycamore
Front row seats to my movie
As I indulge in my downfall
Only message left to me
S.O.S scratched on the sycamore