[Lyric] Szpaku - Mateusz English Translation (Genius English Translations)

[Intro]
Mateusz? Mateusz?
I always have to prove that I'm worth something
This sad business in which I feel nothing but venom
DDZPPM (GUGU)
It's time to change the game again

[Verse]
For the past year, I've been sittin at home playing games
And I feel like Cho'Gall and it's not me, it's us
It wasn't Covid that cancelled my concerts (no)
What was I supposed to say? That I'm lying at home, looking at the wall
And the girl who won a day with me (day)
I showed her how to get fucked up (cheers)
I only spent my first cash when I got six zeros
Because I was afraid to be poor again and that I would go back to the hood
My friend died cause of drugs, you know what that means?
And we were supposed to win here and share the dough from the tours
All the plans I had - I fucked them up
I isolated myself from my homies, just me and four walls
They want to have my back, but if it doesn't work out they will talk behind them
And these girls gossip like that because we don't want to talk to them
I used to be very concerned with what people think
A city full of naive losers, cover your face when you pass us
(Fuck, it's Szpaku, Holy shit!) Exactly
Nothing has fallen from the sky, why am I standing with Frank?
My Donnie Darko, Zozo talks with money in my head
Like Momo, your rumours only create me here, babe
I'm driving without a license, they've already caught me twice
I know it's stupid but the stress doesn't let me pass the exam again (exam)
It's stupid like that plastic bag in my pocket
I made it up in my mind that I would be feeling safer with it
Neurotic tics, panic attacks, cash
Everything is too big like her in my hoodie
With Białas, we're making the same tattoo for a video
And I remember when I was too shy to talk, no shit
Crossed out word "Vultures", the tatt has disappeared a long time ago
But hyenas and vultures still scoff around the swamp
These girls didn't want me, I was fat, frustrated
Drunk, ignored, my plans kept failing
I was a poser, I wanted someone to like me
Eventually I created myself and went out to the people with it
[Bridge]
(Young Simba!) For all the wrong I'll apologize to God myself
For betrayals, for lies, for cases, for drugs
For broken hearts and disappointed people
For corruption and painted walls
We made a GUGU graffiti in my city
Some rat in the middle of the night wrote on it fuck Szpaku
And that I'm a bitch, but he was very wrong
They call me Mateusz, always above everyone else

[Outro]
Here, the fight for what's ours is the only thing we have
Even if the world collapses, teen, don't touch these drugs
Bezczel, thank you for my first beef
Your son will definitely be proud when he starts to listen to your albums
Fuck the killers, who get excited with someone else's harm
Let all the pedos die, to the fullest (ey)
Don't give a fuck, how many rhymes are in this track
For me it's enough, that I put the whole of myself out (I gave it all out)

[Producer Tag]
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