[Lyric] T.O.B.S (LIL CLOUDS (Rapper))

[Intro]
I've been away
I've been crossing all over
Haven't left the city since October
Everything feels distant
And everyone feels colder
I don't think I can do this sober

[Chorus - LIL CLOUDS]
I been thinking over
Thoughts of being sober
Everybody faceless like it's poker
Emotion flows over, need something to hold on (hold on)
'Cause I been thinking over and over and over
Thoughts of being sober
(Thoughts of being sober)

[Verse 1 - LIL CLOUDS]
Roll up that W, smoke two
Now I see double you's
Takin' double W's, since I'm winnin' too
I been timid 'fore a million
Ain't talkin' million views
I be talking million bruises and boos, uh
A fear of gettin' booеd
As I'm gettin' right into
My tendency to usе
It's like the noose around my neck loosens when I use
Nobody but myself writing and boppin' in the coupe
Everybody but myself recoiling when I shoot
I swear they all do
It's likely that I may fuck up you vision
'Cause of my flawless precision
We on different divisions
We all make our decisions based on our envisions
Still could never envision my fuckin' ass in this prison
An addiction to the point of losin' composure
I'm at the point where the weight is on my shoulders
Could wait just a moment
Don't weigh me down in my moment
I'm dwelling on everything
[Chorus - LIL CLOUDS]
I been thinking over
Thoughts of being sober
Everybody faceless like it's poker
Emotion flows over, need something to hold on (hold on)
'Cause I been thinking over and over and over
Thoughts of being sober

[Verse 2 - NAAT]
Ay
I'm in my bag now
You're not part of the plan, nah
We had it planned out
Was standin' with my hand out
That shit's the past now
I'm out here with the fam now
Yeah, yeah we out here with the fam now
You see the bills I'm attracting
By stayin' true to my passion
Can't possibly reenact it
I load my flow then I blast 'em
Don't like they way that you're acting
Just for a fuckin' reaction
That shit is embarrassing, uh

[Bridge - NAAT]
I've been away while the days turning colder
I had to relocate to get my mind right
Done so many things in my past that I ain't proud of
I been out here livin' too fast and that's a problem
Now I'm far from that place I used to watch from
[Outro]
I've been away
I've been crossing all over
Haven't left the city since October
Everything feels distant
And everyone feels colder
I don't think I can do this sober