[Lyric] Tbh (Am Just Mist)

To be honest
I just wanna be alone
I don't want my friends texting my phone
To be honest
I don't wanna be noticed
I just want my friends to see im at my lowest
To be honest
I just wanna disappear
And let the pain go away like I was never here
To be honest
I have never been myself
I've always try my hardest to be like someone else
To be honest
I am fucked up from my past
Don't want nobody to know it so i hide it with a laugh
To be honеst
I don't have many friends
I have triеd my hardest but they always seem to end
To be honest
I don't really like myself
I wanna end it all the time so i can be by myself
To be honest
I really liked this girl
She was a sophomore but she had eyes from somebody else
To be honest
I just wanna kill myself
But my friends saying they will be by themselves
To be honest
Kinda wanna quit music
I get these thoughts all the time but i will never do it
To be honest
I just wanna disappear
And let the pain go away like I was never here
To be honest
I have never been myself
I've always try my hardest to be like someone else