[Lyric] The After-Party (April on Paper)

[Verse 1]
I'll drink alone at this hotel bar
So no one sees me as I fall apart
I'll try to pull myself together
I never know when I've gone too far
I try to wish on a collapsing star that
I could find myself amongst the pressure
I never know when I'm in too deep
My heavy heart, scattered on broken concrete
I never know what's in front of me
My heavy heart, dousing my body in this kerosene

[Pre-Chorus]
(Roll me up and burn me down tonight)
I should've warned ya, that I'm not for ya
But I'm here for the night
(Roll me up, just don't blow out the light)
'cause when midnight comes
I start to run
And I'll give up the fight
[Chorus]
I wish you'd wish me well
But I know that you moved on
My heavy heart will swell
But I'll grow cold before too long
But that heart will break and I'll still take
Some time to tell you everything
Sit down, don't be too late 'cause
The after-party's at my place

[Verse 2]
I'll dance alone at this hotel bar
Two left feet, and a heavy heart
And one last chance, to break it
I find myself stuck outside the start
Barely reaching out for falling stars
Got one last chance, to make it
I'm far too faded, medicated, I
I feel the thunder, and you know it does a number so
I'll keep wasting all my days since I
Don't feel the wonder like I did when I was younger

[Pre-Chorus]
(Roll me up and burn me down tonight)
I should've warned ya, that I'm not for ya
But I'm here for the night
(Roll me up, just don't blow out the light)
'cause when midnight comes
My legs go numb
And I'll run towards the light
[Chorus]
I wish you'd wish me well
But I know that you moved on
My heavy heart will swell
But I'll grow cold before too long
But that heart will break and I'll still take
Some time to tell you everything
Sit down, don't be too late 'cause
The after-party's at my place

[Outro]
Hold me down, don't let me drown (x4)
The stars above your throne
They take me off my feet you know I just can't take the heat (x3)
Sara serendipity, you don't know what you do to me
So i'll keep holding on, 'til you let go (x1)
Blurred street signs, going way too fast
Speeding downtown with 100 on the dash
Off the wall, I'm about to crash