[Lyric] The Deep End (Jainil Chokshi)

Dancing with a dizzy head
As my feet peel off the floor
Sticky with spilled beer
I feel the heavy scent of cheap cologne
Stomach doing somersaults
As I balance on the tiled floors
I'm tryna find a place to lie
But every room is occupied

I'm endlessly floating through lights and loud music
But they never knew that I
I never learned how to swim

And I
I wanna be out there with all of the others that don't have a single care
But I never cared

Lie down in my car outside
With a pounding in my head
What's the point of all of this?
I could bе anywhere instead
Thеy come to pull me back inside
To be prisoned against my will
In a jail of thumping speakers and
Crushed toes and flashing lights

I hear the loud laughs and the deep drunken shouts
As I fall to the beer-soaked tile
The lights fade to black

And I
I feel the crushed plastic from all the red cups scattered 'cross the floor
Stabbing into my back

And I
Whoa, I
I am sinking in the deep end
While everyone else
Is floating up above

And I
Whoa, I
I am drowning in the deep end
While everyone else
Is breathing just fine

And I
Whoa, I
I'm at the bottom of the deep end
While everyone else
Is having a good time