[Lyric] The Dream (Mook~$'s)

[Intro]

[Verse 1: Mook~$'s]
Closer to my dreams, in order to conceive
I impregnate my brain with more positive theme's
Layout wasn't working, losing hope I was hurting
Losing faith more when no thoughts were surfacing
Tight like a virgin but they wouldn't take my dignity
Don't know what to do so I get blue like where the fishes be
Or clear for all you smart ones
You could see right thru me, either way I was glum
Bruised like a plum, used to beat myself up
For not being perfect, didn't even know what that was
At least I thought I did
But Coke didn't make me like Pibb, could Ya'll just let me live
When she proud mama cry tears of joy
I'mma make her cry a river she'll be proud of her boy
Lord know's she the only woman I need
Grandma passed which also made me impede
Impede my need to lead, so fall back in the crowd
Self conscious didn't even wanna speak out loud
You know how it feels to imprison your thoughts
Like losing yourself in the land of the lost
Locked away for such a long time
Crossing a thin line, partially losing my mind
Insane in the membrane
And then it hit me like a freight train