[Lyric] The Fall (Thewz)

So this is what my life’s become, cold porcelain and loaded guns
Just another overdose, coughing up a fucking lung
They all said vicodin would get the best of him
And maybe they were right but at least I’m closer to hell again
But then again, maybe this is all a lie
All them nights I was piss drunk wishing I would die
Never got to fly, wax wings still playing Icarus
Cause doctors give this medicine to kids that fake these sicknesses
Forget the bitches, tell em I never miss em
But I’m popping all these pills ‘cause I’m wishing I would have kissed em
Regret’s a mother fucker, tell my girl I love her
But I still see all my exes when we’re fucking under covers
And what I’ve discovered, I’m just a puppet in this tangled mess
Geppetto, can you pull the strings and move me close to happiness?
I’m tired of this, two more pills would be the end
Or maybe I just need a friend?

But all I need’s another drink so my head will stop pounding
And maybe these fake friends will put me back where they found me
Momma I ain’t coming back, please put down the crucifix
And let the ball roll, yeah, still playing Sisyphus
And this is just, a compilation of my bad days
And finding out the answer’s not between a pair of spread legs
But I’m still pulling down her dress
Anything to kill the stress
Now pour another shot before I sober up
They say one more will kill me but nigga I ain’t close enough
As long as I can steal one more breath
I'mma pop another pill, I ain’t tryna cheat death
It’s just another overdose, shaking like I caught the fucking holy ghost
Hands up, ready for the drop on this rollercoast
And my lungs might pop filled with all this smoke
And I’m staring at God until I get the joke
Different strokes for different folks
And I’m a cold man so I pray the flames will grip me close
I’m ready for the fall
Not from grace, just flat on my face