Song: The Gift Freestyle
Artist:  Atahan
Year: 2021
Viewed: 35 - Published at: 2 years ago

I wanna be so free, im falling
I never thought you could be mine
After all of these years feel like falling
My love for you so good - Divine

I grew up with fiends, and we
Put another term to by any means
We never got a chance to collect them greens
So we- always cooking up beef
Looking up please
I was crooked beneath
The teeth, but that's all good
We still stay strong and solid like soldiers
My honour I broke it
For a girl that wasn't even worth them penny's
Spoke to Tec and he seen many
Of them bad lil girls that broke my heart
But anyways back to start
I think the trust issues crept in
Around the time that my mother had left us
No food in a cupboard just bread crumbs
That's messed up
Wanna fess up and say
I took advantage and smoked some herb
I got my chances to man up
My heart was screaming my mouth no words
Fucking oath it hurt
But you know it is we got to hold that in
I'm the oldest out of all the cousins
So I can't be the weakest link
And shout outs to Kaan
For dragging me out of my drug phase
Id call you up, like guess what cuz?
With my nose all runny, like taps
You'd be like ahh fuck sake
Not again cuz did you do caps or the rack
No round of applause just clap backs
That's how I know that your a real one
And even though these bitches wanna split us up, cuz-
Nothing gonna go beyond- trust
I know that now, even though I was blinded by lust
Tryna get my dick wet so I was rampage hitting up every cat
Until one night in a hotel room
And lets just leave it at that
Skip back three years I was sleeping on matts
Never seen my dad, for a few
The whole family going through a feud
I'm just tryna get to my room
Roll up jizzy and fade away
I'm still in the hood of Eastlakes
Where- these junkies-will try to take every cent you make
Snakes chop em up and two more appearing
I'm not gonna fear em
Shout outs to Mais
For giving a brother a shot at this that and caring
Ill always remember the freestyles
Big ata- tryna stay on track and shit
Three years later met cube and shit
Einstein wouldn't practise this
One thing learnt you make your own chances
Its not about four leaf clover
I was hooked on that yayo, and then I went sober
Tell me how that's ‘oh luck’
I gave out handouts to all of my friends
Just to watch them do fumbles
You can't build Rome in a day
So now there over tryna take Istanbul

So don't ask me why I don't wanna connect
Don't ask me why I don't do a feature
Most rappers that I've shaken hands with
Probably had coronavirus since a teen-ager
Three major, point that I wanna make
Don't be a fake, don't litter aye
Don't speak some hate, don't hit a mate
Dope in a crate, 7 years lost hope at the gates
No opening late, ata getting fed up with the jokers in my frame
Who knows where I came
Popping these like its novocaine
You know the name
I'm over all the hopeless aims
The neighbours rang
The coppas tryna lock me up
Knife in my pocket huh- so I'm covid safe
Oh for sake I'm over coping
Chosen one in both the lanes
I wanna be so free, I'm falling
I never thought you could be mine
After all of these years feel like falling
My love for you so good - Divine

( Atahan )
www.ChordsAZ.com

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