[Lyric] The Hood Soldier (Surge (Rapper))

I Was Going Too Hard
So Why You Gave Up On Me
Ain’t No Hate In My Heart
I See Your Love Was On E
Yeah
Staying Busy
Trying To Make Up For Them Losses



(Verse 1)
I Done Put In So Much Time
Don’t Make No Sense In Punching Out
Music Took From The Streets
I Never Had No Different Routes
Home Invasion I Could Sit For This
Your Targets You Gone Hit Or Miss
Money Still The Same
And I Was Stuck On All Them Differences
Jump Right Off The Curb
Ain’t Had No Business On Them Streets
Shit But Who Gone Help My Mama
If I Fold Then She Won’t Eat
I Slid Right Back To Basics
You Got These Snitches Turning Law
They Sit There Writing Statements
That Shit Bout Longer Than Some Books
You Out Here Writing Pages
Body On The Curb There
Blood Sweat And Work Here
Empty Promises
And Trust Me Bond Is Still Your Word Here
Soul They Trying To Catch It
I Been Way Too Busy Trapping
She Been Checking For My Heart
Fucked Her Head Up I Ain’t Have It
I Don’t Sleep
Unless I’m Looking For My Dreams
Hood Soldier
I Been Moving Like A King
You Been Moving At The Same Pace
Fighting Off The Same Case
Winning Tasting Sweet
And Trust Me Losing Not The Same Taste
(Chorus)
I Was Going Too Hard
So Why You Gave Up On Me
Ain’t No Hate In My Heart
I See Your Love Was On E
Yeah
Staying Busy
Trying To Make Up For Them Losses
I Put My Trust In You
Ain’t Leave It With Nobody Else
I Feel Ashamed
It’s Hard To Speak On How I Really Felt
My Heart In My Pain
I’m Trying To Manage
My Heart Been Hurting
I Can’t Stand It

(Verse 2)
Made A Promise To Myself
And I Refuse To Go Out Broke Again
I Don’t Know About Nothing
Don’t Involve Me In That Shit You In
Took A Loss Then Took A L
Them Losses All I Ever Felt
Finally Got Some Wins
It Threw Me Off A How I’m Supposed To Feel
I Cried So Many Times
I Ain’t Feel Happy
Just Like My Oxygen Was Gone
I Need It Badly
Am I Gon’ Hustle Or Just Break
When All My People Need Some Plates
I’m The One That Got They Back
Just Wipe Them Tears Up Off Yo Face
Aye Aye
Losing Friends To Accidents
Four Of Them From Gun Violence
Trying To Keep My Happy Face
Really Hard To Keep Smiling
Playing Roles Switching Sides
Niggas Bitches Telling Lies
In That Water Fighting Demons
Instinct Telling Me Survive
Fled The Scene So Quick
That If You Blink You Ain’t Gon’ See Me
The First Responders There
My Life A Movie It Ain’t PG
I’m Trying To Keep This Shit Together
Diarrhea Stopping That
Scared To Pay My Phone Bill
Cells Just Keep On Calling Back
(Chorus)
I Was Going Too Hard
So Why You Gave Up On Me
Ain’t No Hate In My Heart
I See Your Love Was On E
Yeah
Staying Busy
Trying To Make Up For Them Losses
I Put My Trust In You
Ain't Leave It With Nobody Else
I Feel Ashamed
It's Hard To Speak On How I Really Felt
My Heart In My Pain
I'm Trying To Manage
My Heart Been Hurting
I Can't Stand It

(Outro)
I Was Giving You Love
And You Just Gave Up On Me
You Had Opened My Eyes
On How This Really Gone Be
Tell Me Did I Deserve This
They Don’t See How I’m Working
Yeah..