[Lyric] The Mourning After Heartache (Eddie Caine)

[Verse 1: Eddie Caine]
It seems my heartache amuses the Muses
My music's a museum of Mona Lisa’s
All painted with brushes coated in Nas Ether
So with this one mic I write my wrongs
Not to ask for amends & to right my wrongs
Just to cite what's gone, they so strong with those scars
That's why they Autobots & resemble fleeing cars
I know the charge so this is where the lessons starts
Regret it all so it’s “The End” question mark
Her love's my shepherd but how can I be nurtured?
When truly I'm the lion that David slayed & murdered
That’s unheard of I’m on both ends of the gun
Trying to nurse my wounds & curse what's been done
I run to the cliff hanging on every word
Never thought I'd reminisce on the arguments over birds
God heard me wish on a star in Natalie's Knight
Wanted white horse & armor to make everything right
Like you should of had my baby but the morning after I sent you to get the morning after..
This the mourning after
The conclusion brief look at the chapters
I'm just staring at my past with a view from the rafters
And it Stings swear the view from here is perfect
Starting to realize none of it was worth it...
[Verse 2: Eddie Caine]
She had me at hello & then she said goodbye
So now I'm kissing every girl I meet trying to chase my 1st Hi
My eyes red from the contact I'm up crying
Who am I to shed tears I shouldn't of been lying
Been trying to find a replacement but face it these chick basic
And on Earth you rarely encounter greatness
So pardon me if my face ain't dry my voice crack a little bit
Her last track this is it
See you the 1st that told me I could make it but when I do
I fear the fact that this broken heart wil be minuscule
The truth is I always mention you to new chicks
Even when the black card gray scratched from usage
Elusive I swear I'm trying to avoid her since it’s a void her absence left
Gasp for breath
See nothing look past my chest it’s been years & I still ain't grasp it yet
A woman's threat
You really start to feel it when she fed up
We fought we argue you meant what you said but, but, but, but..
I thought it all blow over
Left no stone unturned nor weapon in the holster
The winter gets colder hurt people hurt people
I just wish I could YouTube a trailer to our sequel
I remember the times spitting my early rhymes
You was my biggest critic you told me they were fine
I'm obsessed depressed coloring outside the lines
I'm going half crazy wishing you still were mine..
Guess I just miss before pissed cause a nigga swore I wouldn't be New York if I had a Chance
But now we walk past each other not a 2nd glance
Yet in my mind we kissing & we holding hands
Remember all our plans late night naming kids?
Guess this what happens when you neglect your Adam's rib
I did.. & Kanye she ain't heartless just nowadays she be thinking with her heart less
She mine but her mind plagued with conflict diamonds
Sierra Leone hear plots of tribesmen
I want Jesus pieces but finding Jesus peace is
Hard when your only true strength is a weakness
Feeling like 7 days since you last left
I'm on my last leg, last day last breath God bless..
Damn it I should of did right
I call your kiss the ghost story at midnight
Swore I wouldn't end up writing a "Dear Angie"
Its the only way I deal with the fact she can't stand me
1 song about a girl turns to 2 then 3
Next thing you know every other word is she
As the thing in my chest moves thinking of chess moves..
F3 E5 G even the best lose
That's what happens when you can't protect your Queen a fool's mate
Should of ended us with 2 dates..
But it was you that told me it was over.. the heartache.. the closure..