[Lyric] The Secret (Piercing Lazer)

[Verse 1]
Mystery, hidden from me
Don't know myself, thought I'd see
Black hole, essence of my soul
Two sides turning cold
One hand wants to carry this heart
One hand wants to tear it apart
It's hate, or embrace, fear, or faith
They fall, fingers tearing at the walls

On the other side
Sheltered by the mind
By the fear inside
Poking the plastic
Wrapped around the cystic
Symptoms of imagination
Seeking calibration!

[Chorus]
The child and the father
Feeling disconnected
Escaping everything I am
I'm shutting myself out
But thеse walls are coming down
The apology for thе secret
The secret, the secret, the secret!
[Verse 2]
It's too much to handle
The light is burning, I am learning
You can't contain this candle
Though it's a bit concerning
The flames burn with a passionate gaze
Running back and forth through every phase
Every struggle, while everything is subtle
My eyes dried up in puddles

The problems exist for a reason
So don't blame me for treason
I'm disturbed, but not without cause
Don't expect perfection because
I'm never safe, and when I say
What's going on, who really listens?
They keep a close eye, see I'm the bad guy
When I pushed through hell, I did it all myself!

[Chorus]
The child and the father
Feeling disconnected
Escaping everything I am
I'm shutting myself out
But these walls are coming down
The apology for the secret
The secret, the secret, the secret!
[Outro]
Twisting and turning
The knife keeps on burning
Forcing myself
To be someone else
I'm my own instrument
Of my success and my hell
The secret is I don't know myself!