[Lyric] The Sentinel (Vivid Illusion)

I don't wanna let the light shine on my face
While I try to build a home inside a darkened space
If you can’t stop the bleeding then it's far too late
Give my heart to the enemy and walk away

Was I weak or was I wrong? (Was I weak or was I wrong?)
Did I fake it far too long? (Did I fake it far too long?)
I was building up a shell (I was building up a shell)
I had to break down my old hell (I had to break down my old hell)

A retreat within my mind, I was lost
I found nothing, I found no one
It was a self-made habitat
Where the parasite of desperation found a way to cultivate inside

Fighting away desirе for love
Temptations of pleasurе, eventual pain
Playing the game and living a lie
Drowning in silence and hiding in shame

I don't wanna let the light shine on my face
While I try to build a home inside a darkened space
If you can’t stop the bleeding then it's far too late
Give my heart to the enemy and walk away
I don't wanna let the light shine on my face
While I try to build a home inside a darkened space
If you can't stop the bleeding then it's far too late
Give my heart to the enemy and walk away