[Lyric] The Thought of Giving Up (Your Heart, Your Hand)

Can they see into my eyes
Can they hear the voice in my head
“Everything will be just fine”
So typical, the words they say

I can’t help the anger inside
I can’t find the will to be
Everything, they expect of me
Loneliness is my dearest friend again

Dont speak, just let me be
You can’t understand the knife in my hand
I’m mentally, physically drained
Pondering the thought of giving up

You say you comprehend
The depths of this sorrow
The blood on my hands
Don’t empathize when you haven’t
Walked the path I run every day
And now, I have no doubt
The odds I make it out alive
Are thinning out
If I could only break the habit of
Pondering the thought of giving up
Oh
I found my home in your captured heart
But it’s only a matter of time
Can I believe the words you speak to me
And win your love before you leave

So I search
Through this crowd for you, my dear
I just need
Your hand to reach for me
But I fear
That the moon can’t grasp
The tides of a captured ocean
Bleh

You’ve been the one
All along
Pull me out, pull me out
My dear