[Lyric] ​thinking 2 much (Kevvbmm)

It feel as if I'm thinking too much (Woah)
When I'm alone it's like I'm stuck up in the mud (Yeah ah woah)
Not suicidal but I feel like giving up (Yeah woah)
Is there a reason why you gave into the drugs? (Yeah yeah, why you gave into the drugs?)

And I say it's all you
I can't even fault you
Stinger of the wasp is where it hurts
And I think I lost you
I would say it's critical
They know that I'm missing you
Wipe away my old ways off just like some residue

I say I'm on my own
But I feel dependent
Yeah these thoughts up in my head
Yeah they're really sickening
Don't wanna go out and make friends
I need to set a mission
I just want someone to have some type of long commitment
I can be the Wicca Phase to your Audrey
I know you're going through it and I'm sorry
And these feelings hitting hard just like Bacardi
I'm slipping on the ice like just like I'm Crosby
K-E-I, feel like I'm going through hell
Yeah, these other guys
They won't do you any well
I know they despise, but we care about ourselves
Can't get into that mess, so we gotta wish them well
High speed chase, yeah the police on my tail
These feelings that I'm talking
Yeah they got me looking frail
I can't do these drugs
So it's all bout mental health
I can't do these drugs
So it's all bout mental health
I can't fumble all these bags
So I'll come up out my shell

Couldn't step out in these rags
So I had to spend some bread
I try not to overthink
Cause it got me feeling dread
Laying on the mattress cold and it got me feeling (Dead)
If you see me spread my wings
I'ma go to heaven
Can't keep my head up on my shoulders
Yeah I feel beheaded
When I fall out on the grass, I look up at the crescent
He said that he real so I had to test him
Live by the sword, then you die by the sword
Yeah I threw up the white flag
I can't afford to go to war
Was afraid to go outside
I don't know what to fear no more
Except for God and myself
I put my trust up in the Lord
I can't even trust my body
I can feel it in my core
I don't want no other girls
Because they got me feeling bored
Reassure me 'til I'm dead
And I'll still wish for more
If I don't know where to go
I'ma just follow North
K-E-I, feel like I'm going through hell
Yeah, these other guys
They won't do you any well
I know they despise, but we care about ourselves
Can't get into that mess, so we gotta wish them well
High speed chase, yeah the police on my tail
These feelings that I'm talking
Yeah they got me looking frail
I can't do these drugs
So it's all bout mental health
I can't do these drugs
So it's all bout mental health
I can't-