[Sample]
A lot of pain in my heart, never let it reach my soul
Been through a lot from the start, they never understand [?]
[Intro]
Real shit
Third person
[Verse 1]
How you expect to go home without a house to go home to
Just a young kid without drugs, he had no clue
Mum had no job and daddy liked to smoke fumes
So tell me what you gonna do (Oi)
Always kept a smile no telling what he’s gone through
He couldn’t find a job so he started selling drugs
Just to make it off the block, hanging out with thugs
Following the flock but he ain’t having much fun
He always had a dream, he wishes he could rap on stage with the team
It ain’t as easy as it seems
Pushing away the drugs, man he has to stay clean
But he don’t like this life, he’s not scared to die
But he still rolls with a knife
He’s got some cats on his back so he stays ready to attack
Listens to the ogs brother never lack he took it all as facts
Wishes he could go back... (Wishes he could go back)
It’s too damn late, young blood found his fate
Shout out back to school days, young brother was never late
Now he wishes he could motivate to get out of this place
Rapping in third person, live my life
Brother, it’s not worth it, it’s not right
You’re not worthless in this life (In this life, in this life)
You're not worthless in this life
[Sample]
A lot of pain in my heart, never let it reach my soul
Been through a lot from the start, they never understand [?]
[Verse 2]
Back in time when it was nothing but a rhyme
Telling my family that I’ll be alright but in reality
I’m really not fine, vomiting blood, overdosing on drugs
I wanna go to hell, just another story to tell
About the pills on my shelf and how I tried to kill myself
I’ve never felt so weak, now looking back
I never should've OD’d, should’ve staid strong in my head (Stayed strong in my head)
I couldn’t stay for long 'cause I felt like I didn’t belong
Life gets better, go make cheddar, don't complain if you're fed up
Here's a message for my little brothers
Go do right, there's no point in doing crime
And please little brothers don't pick up the pipe
If you're ever feeling down, just hit up my line
Remember you're never weak for crying
Look at it this way, at least you're not dying
I can't help or feel like a failed a family
Don't critize if you're not a fan of me
They love to watch the process but maybe that's the stand in me
Got to thank the brothers for understanding me
Maybe that's the man in me or to make it is the plan to see
Maybe its a fantasy, maybe its false
Maybe it won't end up in Holtze
I could be a one hit and maybe I won't
Knife stay warm but the block stays cold
Sorry mum, I can't help its my fault
Wake up one day on the news for assault
Said it was unprovoked, should've never approached
But at the same time, I don't regret
He's lucky that I only punched his head in
[Sample]
A lot of pain in my heart, never let it reach my soul
Been through a lot from the start, they never understand [?]
[Produced by Bigzy & HMLTN]
A lot of pain in my heart, never let it reach my soul
Been through a lot from the start, they never understand [?]
[Intro]
Real shit
Third person
[Verse 1]
How you expect to go home without a house to go home to
Just a young kid without drugs, he had no clue
Mum had no job and daddy liked to smoke fumes
So tell me what you gonna do (Oi)
Always kept a smile no telling what he’s gone through
He couldn’t find a job so he started selling drugs
Just to make it off the block, hanging out with thugs
Following the flock but he ain’t having much fun
He always had a dream, he wishes he could rap on stage with the team
It ain’t as easy as it seems
Pushing away the drugs, man he has to stay clean
But he don’t like this life, he’s not scared to die
But he still rolls with a knife
He’s got some cats on his back so he stays ready to attack
Listens to the ogs brother never lack he took it all as facts
Wishes he could go back... (Wishes he could go back)
It’s too damn late, young blood found his fate
Shout out back to school days, young brother was never late
Now he wishes he could motivate to get out of this place
Rapping in third person, live my life
Brother, it’s not worth it, it’s not right
You’re not worthless in this life (In this life, in this life)
You're not worthless in this life
[Sample]
A lot of pain in my heart, never let it reach my soul
Been through a lot from the start, they never understand [?]
[Verse 2]
Back in time when it was nothing but a rhyme
Telling my family that I’ll be alright but in reality
I’m really not fine, vomiting blood, overdosing on drugs
I wanna go to hell, just another story to tell
About the pills on my shelf and how I tried to kill myself
I’ve never felt so weak, now looking back
I never should've OD’d, should’ve staid strong in my head (Stayed strong in my head)
I couldn’t stay for long 'cause I felt like I didn’t belong
Life gets better, go make cheddar, don't complain if you're fed up
Here's a message for my little brothers
Go do right, there's no point in doing crime
And please little brothers don't pick up the pipe
If you're ever feeling down, just hit up my line
Remember you're never weak for crying
Look at it this way, at least you're not dying
I can't help or feel like a failed a family
Don't critize if you're not a fan of me
They love to watch the process but maybe that's the stand in me
Got to thank the brothers for understanding me
Maybe that's the man in me or to make it is the plan to see
Maybe its a fantasy, maybe its false
Maybe it won't end up in Holtze
I could be a one hit and maybe I won't
Knife stay warm but the block stays cold
Sorry mum, I can't help its my fault
Wake up one day on the news for assault
Said it was unprovoked, should've never approached
But at the same time, I don't regret
He's lucky that I only punched his head in
[Sample]
A lot of pain in my heart, never let it reach my soul
Been through a lot from the start, they never understand [?]
[Produced by Bigzy & HMLTN]
( John Doe (NT) )
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