[Lyric] This Christmas (Thewaterboy)

When it's cold outside, me and you are lost
But I can't control it, I can't control what I want (that's what I want)
You got it all figured out, I wanna see what she do
And I'm scared of the future and what I might do
'Cause I'm lost, yeah I'm lost
But this Christmas, I think it'll be different, the only way I won't get hurt is if I'm distant
I'm not the one they want you with, but baby listen
I'll be there any time you're in need of assistance
Wanna chance, I wanna chance to be with you tonight
Cookies and milk on the counter when you're finished wipe your mouth in the house by my side
I get high every night, I just wish that you were there
By my side, ride or die, look at me when you're scared
It's okay, it's alright, I'm in love with a side of you
I think it'll be different
This Christmas, it'll be different
It's you, yeah it's you