[Lyric] ​this has by far been the worst time of my life (Kierre)

[Hook]
I’m keeping it up I cannot let 'em down
My mouth shut, I do not make a sound
None of my niggas is coming around
I can’t ever lack cause that shit not allowed
I’m keeping it tucked, I cannot let 'em down
My mouth shut, I do not make a sound
None of your niggas is coming around
You can’t ever lack, I ain’t fucking around
Yeah, I don’t wanna feel I gotta space out
Yeah, Stay down I never break down
Yeah, Me and my niggas don’t play 'round
Yeah, Ain’t been a bitch since the playground
Yeah, We seen him shake gotta shake down
Yeah, Fake pussy nigga finna take down
Yeah, Hate weak niggas wanna fake now
Yeah, They don’t got nothing to say now

[Verse]
I don’t walk with Jesus, I walk on my own
They copy the flow it’s attack of the clones
Masked up while I creep in ya home
It never comes off even when I’m alone
Damn, but this is the life that I chose
Like it or not I had chances to grow
Keep it a stack it was people around me
That knew I was better than what I had shown
I wanted to hang from a belt
I hung up my arms, and didn’t try to better myself
Pushing away anyone tryna help
Putting the pain on the people that’s left
It's easy can tell that my heart is bereft
It's harder to see it and still wanna stay
I’m drowning the feelings in liquor but this not a pool
I’m bouta swim in a lake
[Hook]
I’m keeping it up I cannot let 'em down
My mouth shut, I do not make a sound
None of my niggas is coming around
I can’t ever lack cause that shit not allowed
I’m keeping it tucked, I cannot let 'em down
My mouth shut, I do not make a sound
None of your niggas is coming around
You can’t ever lack, I ain’t fucking around
Yeah, I don’t wanna feel I gotta space out
Yeah, Stay down I never break down
Yeah, Me and my niggas don’t play 'round
Yeah, Ain’t been a bitch since the playground
Yeah, We seen him shake gotta shake down
Yeah, Fake pussy nigga finna take down
Yeah, Hate weak niggas wanna fake now
Yeah, They don’t got nothing to say now