[Lyric] ​this is what depression feels like - alternative version (Marina Lin)

[Verse 1]
If I'm being honest, I'm not okay
Doubled my dosage, but the pain won't go away
These couple weeks, I haven't felt the same
So if I'm being honest, I'm not okay

[Chorus]
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady, but my mind's got the best of me
I don't know why I'm still here, honestly

[Verse 2]
If you took a peek inside of my brain (inside of my brain)
You'd find the reasons for all of the blame (all of the blame)
Constantly drowning, it won't go away
If I'm being honest, I'm not okay

[Chorus]
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady, but my mind's got the best of me
I don't know how to live, normally
[Bridge]
I don't know
Yeah, I don’t know
I don't know how to live
I don't know
Yeah, I don't know
I don't know how to live

[Outro]
I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well
I guess I'm unsteady 'cause you got the best of me
I hope one day I'll be fine honestly