[Lyric] This Was Not a Suicide (Misty Eyed)

I'm awake and it's five o clock
I cannot make it stop
I know what I want
It's right out of reach
The pieces are all around
Dragging me further down
How can this entire town go right to sleep
I'm stone cold in my head
Colder still in my bed
But still I wake in a sweat to delay my defeat
I know in my own brain
But still in my own way
I'm praying for daylight and one ounce of sleep
This was not a suicide
It was death by my own mind
Feel the pressure sinking in
Don't let my world come to an end
We've heard the voices deep inside
It's hide and seek inside my mind
This was not a suicide
This was not a suicide
My teeth they will shake
And I am awake
From things that I cannot say
Deep in my mind
These things that abound in me
Dress me [?]
Can you believe that there's not enough time
This just has to give
Cause I want to live
But can you forgive
I'm drawing the line
[?]
I'm feeling so small but I'm one of kind
This was not a suicide
It was death by my own mind
Feel the pressure sinking in
Don't let my world come to an end
Heard the voices deep inside
It's hide and seek inside my mind
This was not a suicide
This was not a
This was not a suicide
It was death by my own mind
Feel the pressure sinking in
Don't let my world come to an end
We've heard the voices deep inside
It's hide and seek in my own mind
This was not a suicide
This was not a
Suicide