[Lyric] ​threeminutesatthebottom (Xerces)

[Intro]
The door's
The door's, the door's
The door's, the door's
The door's

[Verse 1]
The door's creepin' on me
The Reaper's seekin' to me

[Refrain]
I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eatin' right

[Verse 2]
I 'on' even leave my room
My thoughts consume, my feelings tight

[Refrain]
I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eatin' right
[Verse 3]
I’m worried for my family and my grandpa
Am I ever gonna see the light?

[Refrain]
I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eatin' right

[Verse 4]
The nightmares won’t stop, and my demons eat away
I ain’t strong enough to put up a fight

[Refrain]
I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eating'right

[Verse 5]
But my body feelin' full or maybe heavy
I guess I’m carryin' more weight than I thought
I’m steady tryna live from my bed
A force pushin' me down
After smokin' a half gram of weed
No, it ain’t gravity

[Refrain]
I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eatin' right
[Verse 6]
I hear my grandma talkin' to me through the night
I hallucinate while starin' into her eyes
I lost a lot in translation
Tryna take new heights
Moral high ground for me was moral might
I lost all ambitions to live
'Cause when I got older, I was losin' time
I was losin' time
It’s been a few days since I drank water
Or care for myself, I might
Just stop talking to people
To see what happens if I
Were to stop being all together
Am I even left with life?
Funny how the circle works
I’m back to where I started, with a fright
Frightening thing to be told a king
I’ve been in charge since my birth
My solemn wings were spiked with poison, see
Depression is a normalcy
I’m a small fish in a big sea
Terrifyin' to fight a void-ly industry
Pleasin' everyone on the spectrum
Until I’m hollowed out and empty from inside
Welcome to a glimpse inside my mind
A day of freight
Not a day goes by without a fight, see
[Interlude 1]
See, I ain't been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eatin' right, I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eatin' right
I ain’t been sleepin' right

[Verse 7]
Momma told me to never raise your voice
It’s rain that grows flowers
Not thunder, your only choice
See, I put voices inside of my head
That had to deal with the missed feelings
What more than to realize the missed healings
Time's arrow shoots from the bow of hurt and bends with each leerin'
An evil eye that mustered out of pure teachings
I stood tall at a hundred feet on top of my ego
Was too brave to look down at the fall
It’s better to create and fail than to not have created at all
A pea to a pod
I was same as last fall
A little frog in the pond

[Interlude 2]
I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been eatin' right
I ain’t been sleepin' right
I ain’t been-
I ain’t been eatin' right

[Bridge]
I’ve been in charge since birth
My solemn wings were spiked with poison see
Depression is a normalcy
I’m a small fish in a big sea
Terrifying to fight a void-ly industry
Pleasing everyone on the spectrum
Until I’m hollowed out and empty from inside
Welcome to a glimpse inside my mind
A day of freight
Not a day goes by without a fight

[Outro]
Nah, nah, nah
Nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah