[Verse:]
Its honestly a drag, my shadows still wander inside of me
Stranglin' the life out of me, my soul is shattered deeply
I'm not a libra, but I yearn for the balance entirely
The scale is not in my favor, so I'm always just so angry
Angry at my self, angry with everyone around me
Placin' the blame everywhere, instead of just leavin' it on me
Goin' from a boy to a man, that journey took alot out of me
That shit got a strong hold on me, that I rather stay as the old me
Goin' against my better judgement, the shit was made vividly
I said I would never sell my soul, but I didn't stay true to me
I let it get the best of me, it was toxic love, I was completely crazy
Stickin' to my path, regardless on what lays ahead
I don't believe the hype, so I just twist and turn in bed
I'm in a box that I can't even see, the black roses hover over me as if I was dead
Dead inside and even deeper then that, I'll always remember what was said
These niggas just move on to the side chick, but I never had a back up plan
I took a chance with my heart, and I let it take over
I thought if I gave you all my love, it would be forever
So many scenarios in my head, and yet I'll always remember
Love is a poison that I got effected with, my heart felt cold like December
Black hearted to the fullest, I wish I never met her
I still pray for love, But with the hope she's nothin' like her
Used to be so grateful, especially in the month of November
If I could take it all back, shit, I wouldn't even talk to her
I'm better off alone, its time to move on
Sheddin' so much tears, but still tryna stay strong
Protectin' my soul, not another love song
No more pleasin' you, girl you did me wrong
I'm off to better things, you're no longer holdin' me back
There's someone out there for me, makin' up for what you lack
The love lives through my music, but I'm no longer keepin' track
Your faded interest in me, left wounded impact
[Chorus:]x2
I've lost my myself in the shit, it was so overwhelmin'
When it seemed alright, it turns out I was still failin'
Exposin' secrets for the trust and loyalty, I just kept waitin'
Waitin' for the 5 stages to pass, I was constantly drownin'
They say time heals, but that's somethin' I ain't feelin'
They say time heals, but that's somethin' I ain't feelin'
[Outro:]
This is a new vibe
Ay
Neotyró
Its honestly a drag, my shadows still wander inside of me
Stranglin' the life out of me, my soul is shattered deeply
I'm not a libra, but I yearn for the balance entirely
The scale is not in my favor, so I'm always just so angry
Angry at my self, angry with everyone around me
Placin' the blame everywhere, instead of just leavin' it on me
Goin' from a boy to a man, that journey took alot out of me
That shit got a strong hold on me, that I rather stay as the old me
Goin' against my better judgement, the shit was made vividly
I said I would never sell my soul, but I didn't stay true to me
I let it get the best of me, it was toxic love, I was completely crazy
Stickin' to my path, regardless on what lays ahead
I don't believe the hype, so I just twist and turn in bed
I'm in a box that I can't even see, the black roses hover over me as if I was dead
Dead inside and even deeper then that, I'll always remember what was said
These niggas just move on to the side chick, but I never had a back up plan
I took a chance with my heart, and I let it take over
I thought if I gave you all my love, it would be forever
So many scenarios in my head, and yet I'll always remember
Love is a poison that I got effected with, my heart felt cold like December
Black hearted to the fullest, I wish I never met her
I still pray for love, But with the hope she's nothin' like her
Used to be so grateful, especially in the month of November
If I could take it all back, shit, I wouldn't even talk to her
I'm better off alone, its time to move on
Sheddin' so much tears, but still tryna stay strong
Protectin' my soul, not another love song
No more pleasin' you, girl you did me wrong
I'm off to better things, you're no longer holdin' me back
There's someone out there for me, makin' up for what you lack
The love lives through my music, but I'm no longer keepin' track
Your faded interest in me, left wounded impact
[Chorus:]x2
I've lost my myself in the shit, it was so overwhelmin'
When it seemed alright, it turns out I was still failin'
Exposin' secrets for the trust and loyalty, I just kept waitin'
Waitin' for the 5 stages to pass, I was constantly drownin'
They say time heals, but that's somethin' I ain't feelin'
They say time heals, but that's somethin' I ain't feelin'
[Outro:]
This is a new vibe
Ay
Neotyró
( Neotyr X )
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