[Lyric] Time Went (Derez De'Shon)

[Chorus]
I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go when the sky lit
'Cause lately I been living in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first but a nigga stuck in last
Hit the gas on these niggas, I might crash cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on a necklace
Five hundred on a house I ain't even stepped in and I'm starting to regret it
Said I'm starting to regret it

[Verse 1]
Wake up in the morning like how can I get used to this
I never had much, I swear I'm new to this
Know you still see the wrist, diamond in my Cuban shit
Riding in newest whip, fucking on the cutest bitch
Never thought I'd make it off Rex Road
Never thought I'd make it off selling dope
Never thought I'd make it up out the hole
Now a nigga sit on the top floor
Looking down like fuck it I'm in the building
Thinking 'bout shit I did and I'm lucky I'm not in prison
Used to wake up in the trap like fuck it, I'm in the trenches
Niggas talking 'bout they eating and I'm starving, what's in the kitchen nigga?
Personal chef, fixing Froot Loops
This rich lifestyle gon' take some getting used to
Walked in the bank like my first day at a new school
Hopped off the plane and jumped right in the new coupe
No roof, windows see through, no tint nigga
Pull up and make sure they know exactly who it is nigga
Said I wouldn't make and they hate the fact I did
Mama didn't think I'd be shit but she happy that I'm is nigga
Problem child but pops happy I'm his kid
I probably wouldn't be me if I ain't meet him how I did
Kids want to be me, they mama tell 'em I ain't shit
If I'm a bad father, I'll hit when I deal it
[Chorus]
I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go when the sky lit
'Cause lately I been living in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first but a nigga stuck in last
Hit the gas on these niggas, I might crash cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on a necklace
Five hundred on a house I ain't even stepped in and I'm starting to regret it
Said I'm starting to regret it

[Verse 2]
I want everything that comes with it
The hating ass niggas and the bitches
The problems and the issues, the pain and the prescription
'Cause I ain't never had shit, remember getting evicted
'Cause I ain't never have rent, broke as fuck didn't have shit
I'm the one they laughed at, now I'm the one they mad at
I take off in the foreign like a rocket, where is NASA
All these Jesus pieces on my neck like I'm a pastor
All these diamonds blinging, jewelry flashing like some hazards
All my chains be dancing on my chest like MC Hammer
I swear I asked for help but I ain't never get an answer
I was calling, I was texting, ain't nobody text me back
Felt like I was moving backwards
Pictures speak of me in words, no captions
Picture me on the curb when I was trappin'
Rent due any day and plus my daughter need some Pampers
The lights off and we done ran out of candles
They ask me why I don't smile for the camera
Since a child I done had a heart full of anger
I got weak and I gave my heart to a stranger
It got hard and I prayed to God for an angel
[Chorus]
I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go when the sky lit
'Cause lately I been living in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first but a nigga stuck in last
Hit the gas on these niggas, I might crash cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on a necklace
Five hundred on a house I ain't even stepped in and I'm starting to regret it
Said I'm starting to regret it