[Lyric] ​tired of trying (Cyzun)

[Chorus: cyzun]
I’m all on my own
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone
I'm tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying
My whole life is a joke
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]
Next time i’ll fuck it up
Cause i know that i am
Nothing but a little bitch
Yeah, a little cunt
The world’s falling out of my hands
And they took my fingerprint
While my hands were cuffed
Got blood up all in the sand
So i lit a bonfire just to feel hotter but
Honestly i just can’t
Go through another day
Imma fade; fucking toxic, shitty fakes
I got way too many toxins
Coursing through like every vein
In the moment but they never last
In the moment while i’m in the past
I was laying all up on the grass
Had my head up all upon your lap
Now it’s over
Or am i feeling change
Or is it closure?
Cause it feels all the same
[Chorus: cyzun]
I’m all on my own
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone
I'm tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying
My whole life is a joke
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying