[Lyric] To Be Honest (Origin Crxss)

[Hook: S.H.A.N.E]
To be honest
I been up counting my losses
To be honest
He say she say all that too obnoxious
To be honest
I care less how they feel right now
To be honest
Imma keep doing me regardless
To be honest

[Verse 1: S.H.A.N.E]
To be honest I need me some help
Feel like I’m drowning I can't help myself
Can't get it out so it too hard to tell
If you hate on yourself then you know how I felt
Bounce back everytime
I been working on health
Everyday a chance I got to work harder
They moving in stеalth so I gotta work smarter
My mind out of reach like I sеnt it to charter
Waves getting big
Bet I still reach the harbor
My guys would die for they beliefs we some martyrs
One day I want me a son and a daughter
But I can't find love anywhere
I don't bother
Someone to want me for me what I need
But happiness empty if it’s not from me
Rely on another for anything
Please
Do that and they flip the script to what they please
Life of ease never wanted it ever
Give me time
Gimme space I’ll be better
Blaming problems on demons some shit you should sever
My foot on they neck I won't let up
Rapping bout money yet I need my bread up
They barely check up
They dont respect us
Polaroid life let it develop
I made a mess
But yet picking my head up
I got to
[Hook: S.H.A.N.E]
To be honest
I been up counting my losses
To be honest
He say she say all that too obnoxious
To be honest
I care less how they feel right now
To be honest
Imma keep doing me regardless
To be honest
I been up counting my losses
To be honest
He say she say all that too obnoxious
To be honest
I care less how they feel right now
To be honest
Imma keep doing me regardless
To be honest

[Verse 2: Origin Crxss]
If I’m really being honest
Don’t swear cuz I don’t break promise
Word is bond I’m bound like bondage
No change my path tank thomas
Destined to roll the road I charted
Can’t even name the day I started
Afraid to change my lane and way
Need to press the break and park it
The scars hurt more than the wounds
I was made this way from the womb
So I exsanguinage and exhume
Tryna write my way out this tomb
Resurrect the me I once I knew
Skin freezing cold till that bomb explode
My pigment gone so it means much more
That I blew
Like I was fighting all my thoughts
Til I got socked and knocked for a loop
Off all 10 and off my two
But that’s untrue cuz I don’t lose or
Quit nor crumble
Get a quick grip whenever I stumble
New Year’s Eve if ever I fumble
Round I drop the ball for my circle
That type pressure just might hurt to
[Hook: S.H.A.N.E]
To be honest
I been up counting my losses
To be honest
He say she say all that too obnoxious
To be honest
I care less how they feel right now
To be honest
Imma keep doing me regardless
To be honest