[Lyric] Tonic (Claire Jolly)

I feel stupid knowing that you loved yourself more
It makes me wonder what I was looking for
Is it too late for me to ask that you just say you're sorry?
Am I too in love with the idea of knowing nobody but you?

And I know I should forgive you if I want you to be close
But you need to be far away from me
I know I shouldn't deceive you, tell you it'll all be fine
When that's a promise I know you'd never keep
And it would be a mistake to tell you that I'll always love you
Cause that's something easier done than said
So should I say goodbye to months of holding onto
Ignoring these voices in my head

I stayed up praying for a chancе to know who you are
But you keep changing, I never knеw that you could be so far
Am I too late to give you the chance to change the circumstances of time
Do I have the faith to start again? Were you a friend who was never mine?

And I know I should forgive you if I want you to be close
But you need to be far away from me
I know I shouldn't deceive you, tell you it'll all be fine
When that's a promise I know you'd never keep
And it would be a mistake to tell you that I'll always love you
Cause that's something easier done than said
So should I say goodbye to months of holding onto
Ignoring these voices in my head
I miss you though you've only been gone a day
I'm repeating back the words I heard you say
And I loved you more than Satan loves a lie
But I'm confused by this snowfall in July
I don't know what I want, reason tells me to go on
But what if I never fall in love again?

So I want yo forgive you, I want you to be close
But you need to be far away from me
I know I shouldn't deceive you, tell you it'll all be fine
When that's a promise I know you'd never keep
And it would be a mistake to tell you that I'll always love you
Cause that's something easier done than said