[Lyric] ​too many/in my hand (Lil Deimos)

[Intro]
Too many pills up in my hand
Yeah
Keep that, Paryo

[Chorus 1]
Too many pills up in my hand
I been kinda scared but I gotta take a chance
She know that I really don't wanna be friends
She rang the doorbell on my heart like please come in
Pussy so good had me precummin
I know that's kinda crude but it's just who I am
I know we gonna make it through just hold my hand
I done fucked up too much love me, no she can't (she can't)

[Verse]
Yeah huh
Love me, no she can't, fucked up too much now it's pills in my hand
I just wanna make my ex real jealous
I was hurting her cause I was only being selfish
I ain't wanna hurt her like I did, I can't sleep at night she's in my head
You guessed it, next move is my bed, if I fuck this up do you wanna try again
Would you wanna try again? Double cup and pills, they be my only friends, hey
And they be holding my hand crossing the street, it's called depression in my head
[Chorus 1]
Too many pills up in my hand
I been kinda scared but I gotta take a chance
She know that I really don't wanna be friends
She rang the doorbell on my heart like please come in
Pussy so good had me precummin
I know that's kinda crude but it's just who I am
I know we gonna make it through just hold my hand
I done fucked up too much love me, no she can't (she can't)

[Outro]
I done fucked up too much, love me no she can't
All I wanna do is hold her hand