[Lyric] TOP unfinished (Vexey)

I remember the twenty or so sorin' in the sky
I would try not to cry
Even tho I'm alright
I feel sad and lonely
But I got such family I should never die
Tho I cry I am fine
Don't ask why I got this melody
Feeling so empty
I need filler to fill this deep
Deep mind of mine if I get too deep and I lost
If I'm lost can I look deep in my deep mind for something
That isn't mine that I try and hide in this pit o' mine
That's deep.. my deep mind so deep I can never find whats mine
I hide and stash whats lost and what I catch
If I catch it is it mine can I store it in my mind
If I keep my mind to deep and it fills am I alright
This house that should be mine
This house of gold, won't let me in
The judge decides not that I have a tear in my heart
But my migraine is too hard
When I see whats on tv I see we don't believe what's on TV
So my Johnny Boy and Oh ms Believer please see this screen
On my car radio will show that I won't fall away because I'm an
Addict with a pen weighs down with my heavydirtysoul that feels
Like cancer when I need help I call Friend, PLease
Be my message man tell the lane boy I'm a goner
He should know me I'm fairly local even tho I hid
In the trees with my gins for hands