[Lyric] Torn nails (Project_pears)

"Come on and smile it's just another day"
Of repeating these lines and thoughts
Inconsistent times and painful resolves
Slowly solidifying eternal doom; frying our fragile brains
Establishing a new home in my soul
Choosing overdose or comatose
Apathy or pure agony
The kings above love to see it

And yeah I know I'm never gonna make it
But I'ma blindly chase until I get it
Self-infliction carves its letters
On my soul
And yeah I know I'm never gonna find it
Believing in myself in a body bag
So zip my fucking life shut with thesе things
I tend to abuse too much
So yeah I know I'm nеver gonna learn it
Self-righteous fucking idiot
I'm sorry that I'm regressing wisdom
Reclocking my stupidity once more
Repeating all these lines and thoughts
Inconsistent times and painful resolves
Slowly solidifying eternal doom; frying our fragile brains
Establishing a new home in my soul
Choosing overdose or comatose
Apathy or pure agony
The kings love to see me come undone!

Stuck in a time-loop of all this ignorance
This meditation's getting harder by the day
Tearing away my flesh with your broken nails
Come on and smile; I'm tearing this life away

Repeating all these lines and thoughts
Inconsistent times and painful resolves
Slowly solidifying eternal doom; frying our fragile brains
Establishing a new home in my soul
Choosing overdose or comatose
Apathy or pure agony
The kings above love to see it
This misery has took its toll
Torn this love within my soul
Beat my head in and left me dying
Neglecting life to leave me swarming in sin
I will never amount to what you want