[Lyric] Torture (Starletta)

I don't wanna hurt myself
But sometimes I need somebody else
And I don't handle loss too well
But this time its putting me through hell

And even though I know it was the best for me
It feels like what's left of me
Is nothing worth fighting for
And even though I know that the past is gone
I can't seem to move on
I just want to move on

And after all that's said and done
I thought you'd be the one
Its torture
And all the pain you put me through
I'd still run back to you
Its torture

I don't even know myself
Without you I feel like someone else
And I just want to feel likе I'm loved
Cause what I am is not enough
And еven though I know it was the best for me
It took what was left of me
What did we give up for?
And even though I know that we can't go on
I still want to hold on
Do you want to hold on?

And after all that's said and done
I thought you'd be the one
Its torture
And all the pain you put me through
I'd still run back to you
Its torture

Down bad on a Friday night
Cuts deep but I won't think twice
Cause I've grown to love the pain
And I can't escape my brain
Torment but I won't let go
Distressed feeling all alone
I'm just crying out your name
Will I ever feel the same?

Every time I think I'm fine
That night comes back to pull me under
And I wind up back in my head
Thinking about sitting on that bench
Hearing you say you don't love me anymore
What did we give up for?