[Intro]
Never really been a man of the truth
(Yeah
Aye)
I tell lies to my face
When I ask
If the bad wasn't you
(No wait)
I can't lie
When I'm faced
With results
Of my actions
I lie to they face
And I find a distraction
Hey
Never been the one
For reactions
Never been the
Never giving one
Satisfaction
Hey
WAIT
[Verse 1]
Why I am like this
I feel so worthless
Everything I got
Don't deserve it
I'm hearing that I'm great
And hurts cause
I'm not really sure
How to be a good person
The demons they lurk
And
Immerse in my life
Try to paint me the
Worse
But maybe they right
And
That's the part I struggle with
I'm wondering
Who I am
Wondering
Who I am
Thinking they right fam
Now I'm wondering
Do they love me
Or do they pity me
And life is getting harder
When you think that you're the enemy
I wanna leave a legacy
I'm crying in my music
When I'm venting with my melody
I'm losing battles mentally
I think this is my penalty
I want to be a better me
But generally
I wonder if I'll screw up
Cause I know I have a tendency
To do it
I'd be foolish
If I ever thought I would never lose it
But they say I can't be losing
So what they hell they expect from me
I'm looking in the mirror
And all I'm seeing is less of me
They say I'm only human
But that don't have an effect on me
I ruin everything
I'm thinking that be my speciality
Thoughts they be getting louder
The yelling
Always be stressing me
Pressure
It weighing
Heavily
Drown my pain
In the melody
Down
That feel like the remedy
Frown
I die as memory
Holding out while they hating me
Know nobody be saving me
Hope somebody can pray for me
Hope somebody can-
[Verse 2]
Sorry
Man I really shouldn't spaz like that
Like y'all hearing me
Heck I'll do it
There's a reason
That rather go to the music
Cause I'm knowing
That I'm way too scared of therapy
Stupid right?
How you scared of being alone
But push everyone way
In the process
Kinda getting tired of just hearing
All your nonsense
Wonder how your girl ain't leave you
Yet
No not yet
Why
Cause she gives what I want
She got what I need
It safe to just say
She overachieve
It's like that
Yet I'm
Breaking her heart
I don't wanna leave
I don't wanna be
Her stress
But I can't fight that
Best I
Shut myself down
Wear a fake smile
As I wear my damn crown
Hope they don't see through the cracks
While I'm sitting on my throne
I might really be the reason
That I end up all alone
Damn
[Outro Ft. M.Richie?]
Oh no no
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
ALONE
Never really been a man of the truth
(Yeah
Aye)
I tell lies to my face
When I ask
If the bad wasn't you
(No wait)
I can't lie
When I'm faced
With results
Of my actions
I lie to they face
And I find a distraction
Hey
Never been the one
For reactions
Never been the
Never giving one
Satisfaction
Hey
WAIT
[Verse 1]
Why I am like this
I feel so worthless
Everything I got
Don't deserve it
I'm hearing that I'm great
And hurts cause
I'm not really sure
How to be a good person
The demons they lurk
And
Immerse in my life
Try to paint me the
Worse
But maybe they right
And
That's the part I struggle with
I'm wondering
Who I am
Wondering
Who I am
Thinking they right fam
Now I'm wondering
Do they love me
Or do they pity me
And life is getting harder
When you think that you're the enemy
I wanna leave a legacy
I'm crying in my music
When I'm venting with my melody
I'm losing battles mentally
I think this is my penalty
I want to be a better me
But generally
I wonder if I'll screw up
Cause I know I have a tendency
To do it
I'd be foolish
If I ever thought I would never lose it
But they say I can't be losing
So what they hell they expect from me
I'm looking in the mirror
And all I'm seeing is less of me
They say I'm only human
But that don't have an effect on me
I ruin everything
I'm thinking that be my speciality
Thoughts they be getting louder
The yelling
Always be stressing me
Pressure
It weighing
Heavily
Drown my pain
In the melody
Down
That feel like the remedy
Frown
I die as memory
Holding out while they hating me
Know nobody be saving me
Hope somebody can pray for me
Hope somebody can-
[Verse 2]
Sorry
Man I really shouldn't spaz like that
Like y'all hearing me
Heck I'll do it
There's a reason
That rather go to the music
Cause I'm knowing
That I'm way too scared of therapy
Stupid right?
How you scared of being alone
But push everyone way
In the process
Kinda getting tired of just hearing
All your nonsense
Wonder how your girl ain't leave you
Yet
No not yet
Why
Cause she gives what I want
She got what I need
It safe to just say
She overachieve
It's like that
Yet I'm
Breaking her heart
I don't wanna leave
I don't wanna be
Her stress
But I can't fight that
Best I
Shut myself down
Wear a fake smile
As I wear my damn crown
Hope they don't see through the cracks
While I'm sitting on my throne
I might really be the reason
That I end up all alone
Damn
[Outro Ft. M.Richie?]
Oh no no
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
Please don't go
Please don't
I cannot be a
I'm scared to be alone
ALONE
( N.Richie! )
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