[Lyric] Tuesday (Juliette (Huot))

I got a new curfew
I better sleep tight
I told you I loved you
You said ''not tonight''
I went to the psych ward
Said I'm not okay
They said ''we can't help you, at least not today''

I looked in the mirror that I want to punch
'Cause I can't remember when I was off drugs
I say I don't self-harm
That's not true, you know
I get a new piercing every time things get slow

I know you don't love me
You just love to fuck me
You said it yourself
You said it yourself
I've got every reason
To pack up and leave
But somehow I can't
Remember the Tuesday we had our first kiss
Right after the weekend we had our first date
You told me you'd love me as long as I'd live
But I'm still alive and I drove you away

I'd like to say ''no'' when you ask for my hands
But you shove my fingers down inside your mouth
I'd like to say ''no'' when you ask for my pants
'Cause I know it's not me that you're checking out