[Lyric] TUNDRA (Graphinity)

[verse]
Skin as dark as my thoughts is
This nappy-headed kid came in this world like a whirlwind
Something like Dorothy but when I click these
New Balance heels, All I feel
Is that I'll never make it home again
Under these dim stars in this Maryland sky
Knew it would take me more than two arms to reach that high
Some people tell me it’s been too long
Or maybe I'm too headstrong
But this shit been in me since my mama had named me Marquann
I seen the forks in they tongues, the shed skin just wasn’t enough
My eyes wide shut
Took me a sec to see, inevitably
The grass is really only greener 'cause it’s fake as fuck
I keep that weed killer clutch
In my garden of Eden, been dodging heathens
And feelings at the same time
Y'all wanna link and build, I'm hoping that they don’t hit my line
Y’all say that y’all feel, I must be numb to a lot
'Cause what be giving y’all thrills some shit I probably forgot
Maybe it’s all of the pot or I'm just underwhelmed
Remember days when I was at the helm
Runnin' round with my three favs
Traded in our money for some time like a Motorola prepaid
Pushing ourselves to make a scene
In a place where there wasn’t a sound
I really didn’t wanna let the city down
I never wore no cap and gown, music was all I had
Diss my math, I'd only knuckle up if you said my raps are trash
But never that, come too correct
Ginóbli with the euro step, Curry with the three
So pardon me if I talk my shit
But deep inside, I don’t feel no ease, it’s really all regret
These demon’s chase, I gotta catch my breath
Cold winds
Angels