[Lyric] TWENTIES (JDHD)

I get tired every now and then
Tired every now and then
Oh every now and then
I get tired every now and then
I get tired now and then

I'm sick and tired of being tired of being tired
Downplaying it to now and then is how I'm wired
Spending life living this cycle but what's the cost?
Ironic the only thing that I found is that I'm lost
In the maze's middle just running around
But now it phases little and I stop and sit down
I don't feel I'll get out soon enough thinking what's the cause of this?

I got that acceptance letter in '17
And I said goodbye to everything
I went through in high school
After graduation I lost my cool
Was excited to get started at the U
Thought it'd get me ready for the game and it would help me start anew
But I'm sitting out of bounds and never on the field
And no matter what, the debt will accrue
I felt like my hope was lost at 21
I was having a crisis, life is done
I was trailing behind, I was trapped in my head
I got out of it for a bit but it turned into dread
Kicking in just as soon as I got out the bed
And the voice inside of me intervened and said
You need to prime your engine, convert yourself catalytic
All these toxins, write it down, that could fix it
Then move on

Twenties in my own eyes
My vision is clear and it isn't
And I fear as I peer to the distance
But it's the only way to go right?
It goes c'est la vie or say lovely
I wanna see the future first
But first

I get tired every now and then
Tired every now and then
Oh every now and then
I get tired every now and then
I get tired now and then

Still got a long way to go
Things could go up from here though