(Verse 1)
You claim to say you hate my guts
But who was always there with no if and or any buts?
When I’m depressed you talked down on me to all your friends
And when you left me it’s like you found true happiness..
(Even my phone)
I’ve taken multiple days off of work just for you..
(Misses your call)
And don’t give me that bullshit honey you know it’s true
Now I feel like old news
Ever since our last call I feel used
Never had the fucking balls to tell you
(By the way)
It's like you got amnesia; you don’t remember the good things too
I apologize for making you feel ever abused
I know I’ve been impatient
And your hobbies I’ve been hating
It wasn’t intended but that don’t make it better
But it’s like you don’t remember the letters we wrote to each other
And the fun conversations when your sister or brother interrupted
Remember when we watched Cow Chop, Kurtis, with Joe and them?
Ramsey videos and Cody Ko?
Funny YouTube shows?
Netflix and Hulu?
Now I’m blacker than blue wish I was happy instead
Never realized how much self pity I relied on
It’s stupid I admit it
Never had a shoulder to cry on
I know I got these problems I seem to pile on
But I’m allowed to have feelings I mean really c'mon!
Gotta admit it’s weird not having you in my phone
Pictures to look at night when I feel all alone
I remember you took up most space in my storage
So I bought the new iPhone for it
I knew I wasn’t alone at night
Because I heard you snoring
And every single morning
Not a single moment to me was boring
Serotonin produce just from the adoring-
(Verse 2)
You mother fuckers are bluffing
Talking me down like I am nothing
But you already know my shit is bussing
Now break that ass back down for McLovin
You’re just like a new Escalade
Whole lotta gas but less in the tank
Now sit back watch these words spray, (fuck)
They say money can’t buy happiness
But it sure as hell can relieve a lot of stress
Your life’s a mess
Can’t afford rent
California boy ain’t moving to Connecticut
I’m the shit bitch
Even though you think I ain’t the shit bitch
But I am
You gotta believe me
When I say I got something up my sleeves g
I ain't gotta
Prove nothing to you like it's blue water
On top of a rock still flossing
Like it’s 2018
Oh god what a dream
It may seem a bit crazy how now those are the good old days see
It’s kinda insane g
Memories keep on fading
But life ain’t a race see?
Always gotta follow dreams
But I’m not Meek Mill man I’m tired of chasing
Just paid off my car
Only took a few months
Not making that much
But I got no rent so what?
I’m proud of myself
Because mostly no one else can do what I do at 20
Maybe 22
Don’t think about my sorry ass think about you
Honestly most life choices is something that you choose
Your sorry ass plays the game of life and you still lose
Honestly I can see how you easily get abused
But you blame others just for your own use
Fuck you!
You claim to say you hate my guts
But who was always there with no if and or any buts?
When I’m depressed you talked down on me to all your friends
And when you left me it’s like you found true happiness..
(Even my phone)
I’ve taken multiple days off of work just for you..
(Misses your call)
And don’t give me that bullshit honey you know it’s true
Now I feel like old news
Ever since our last call I feel used
Never had the fucking balls to tell you
(By the way)
It's like you got amnesia; you don’t remember the good things too
I apologize for making you feel ever abused
I know I’ve been impatient
And your hobbies I’ve been hating
It wasn’t intended but that don’t make it better
But it’s like you don’t remember the letters we wrote to each other
And the fun conversations when your sister or brother interrupted
Remember when we watched Cow Chop, Kurtis, with Joe and them?
Ramsey videos and Cody Ko?
Funny YouTube shows?
Netflix and Hulu?
Now I’m blacker than blue wish I was happy instead
Never realized how much self pity I relied on
It’s stupid I admit it
Never had a shoulder to cry on
I know I got these problems I seem to pile on
But I’m allowed to have feelings I mean really c'mon!
Gotta admit it’s weird not having you in my phone
Pictures to look at night when I feel all alone
I remember you took up most space in my storage
So I bought the new iPhone for it
I knew I wasn’t alone at night
Because I heard you snoring
And every single morning
Not a single moment to me was boring
Serotonin produce just from the adoring-
(Verse 2)
You mother fuckers are bluffing
Talking me down like I am nothing
But you already know my shit is bussing
Now break that ass back down for McLovin
You’re just like a new Escalade
Whole lotta gas but less in the tank
Now sit back watch these words spray, (fuck)
They say money can’t buy happiness
But it sure as hell can relieve a lot of stress
Your life’s a mess
Can’t afford rent
California boy ain’t moving to Connecticut
I’m the shit bitch
Even though you think I ain’t the shit bitch
But I am
You gotta believe me
When I say I got something up my sleeves g
I ain't gotta
Prove nothing to you like it's blue water
On top of a rock still flossing
Like it’s 2018
Oh god what a dream
It may seem a bit crazy how now those are the good old days see
It’s kinda insane g
Memories keep on fading
But life ain’t a race see?
Always gotta follow dreams
But I’m not Meek Mill man I’m tired of chasing
Just paid off my car
Only took a few months
Not making that much
But I got no rent so what?
I’m proud of myself
Because mostly no one else can do what I do at 20
Maybe 22
Don’t think about my sorry ass think about you
Honestly most life choices is something that you choose
Your sorry ass plays the game of life and you still lose
Honestly I can see how you easily get abused
But you blame others just for your own use
Fuck you!
( JxyCee )
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