[[SECTION 1: "Triumph"]]
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
Tyranny. Bullshit. I am my own life. I am my own experience. And you notice my resemblance.
Exponential love. In full fruition, this brave little Tyranny has finally come to light.
New heart desires. Full fruition, this funny friеnd has something else to say.
Tyranny. Bullshit. I am my own lifе.
I awaken, and I'm afraid you can't do shit.
Silly aspirations, beginning of thought 1:
I did a lot of crawling and taking things out to get into this space, where I'm able to record my voice
I FUCKING LOVE MY FRIENDS
I FUCKING LOVE MY FRIENDS
THEY'RE SO FUCKING KIND
CALL ME FUCKING PRETTY
CUZ I'M FUCKING ADORABLE
ISN'T IT FUN BEING TERRIFIED OF ALL YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS GOING TO HELL
IMAGINE BEING SO SCARED OF SUCH A TREACHEROUS FUCKING THING
IMAGINE BEING SO SCARED OF SUCH A TREACHEROUS FUCKING THING
IMAGINE BEING SO PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID THAT WHEN THE AIR CUTS ON, IT MAKES YOU FUCKING JUMP OUT OF YOUR SKIN
IT MAKES YOU JUMP OUT OF YOUR FUCKING SKIN
IT MAKES YOU JUMP OUT OF YOUR FUCKING SKIN
Can you see into my cameyesra?
Can you see into my camera eyes?
Can you see into my fucking camera eyes?
Can you see into my fucking camera eyes?
Cuz I'm a camo eyes
Eyes on camera
Eyes on the camera
Eyes on the prize
Eyes on the camera
Eyes on the prize
Eyes on the fucking prize
Eyes on the camera
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Goodbye for now
LET'S TALK ABOUT THE VIRTUAL HET
LET'S TALK ABOUT THE VIRTUAL HET
I SEE YOU GETTING ALL UPSET
I SEE YOU GETTING ALL UPSET
IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT
IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT
JUST EMPTY THE FUCKING SACK
JUST EMPTY THE FUCKING SACK
I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE
I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE
I FUCK EM I FUCK EM I FUCK EM ALL UP
I FUCK IT I FUCK IT I FUCK IT ALL UP (IN A COOL WAY)
I LOVE AND I LOVE AND I LOVE
I LOVE AND I LOVE AND I LOVE
JUST TAKE A FUCKING BREAK
JUST TAKE A FUCKING BREAK
Today I was
Phlegm
[unintelligible]
See I wasn't prepared for the fucking errands that we had to run today
And
I'm
studying
I'm studying a lot of
...Oh shit. Oh fuck. I bumped into the fucking piece of shit motherfucker bitch. Fuck! Fuck!
That sounded a little too much like that
That sounded a little too much like what I was trying to get rid of
That little bit at the end
With the whisper bit
I'm still trying to figure out how to whisper properly
I'm still trying to figure out how to whisper properly
I'm still trying to figure out how to whisper properly
End of thought 1
Beginning of thought 2
2 thought -ginning of beg-
1 1 1 1
End
End of thought 1
Beginning of thought 2
[unintelligible]
A bit of a sore throat situation
[unintelligible]
Thought
1
Thought Thought Thought Thought1 1 1 1 1
Beginning of thought 2
[[SECTION 2: "Diary"]]
See I was staring here right at the wood on this wall
It's not really a wall actually
The walls of this house are clearly, um...
Some sort of material, it's not brick, I guess there's wood inside of them but it's painted over so it's hardly a regular wooden wall
But the wood I'm looking at right now is part of my old desk
My old desk was crazy
It had a lot of scribblings on it
[unintelligible]
Had a lot of
[unintelligible]
Desk
My old desk was crazy
It had a lot of scribblings on it from an old half-brother of mine, who previously owned it
And it has, um, three drawers, which we use to store stuff, because that's what you use drawers for
And, on top of it, we have, um, I'm storing this little back massager thing
Since it's inside the closet, y'know, I can just, pull it out, um, from there, uh, and I believe it's resting on a blanket, which is of course al-
[unintelligible]
Cuz, y'know, how else would the massager be on the desk?
So anyway, I open up the closet and grab the massager, and...
What I generally do at that point is I, um...
I usually like to s t a r t
s s s s s s s s s s s (...)
Like to start with putting it at the bottom of the chair, so like, it'll be- oh my fuck, I did it again.
Um, but yeah, I like to massage around the, the... the bottom of the chair, I put that there, so it can be, um, y'know, around the like, fuckin, like, like... li- Ugh.
Like, tailbone ki- Like right above the tailbone, y'know, right above my ass, basically.
Um, cuz I get a lot of pain there. Sometimes.
It was a lot worse before I visited chiropractor for the first time.
I feel like things have definitely been more uphill since then, though obviously it's a temporary thing.
But um, it's definitely pretty good and dope and swag and awesome, and other positive adjectives that I like to use in my, um...
My...dumbass vocabulary.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
"You fucking dumbass."
"I fucking hate idiots."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
End of thought 2.
Beginning of thought 3.
I'm staring at this blue light right now.
I can't say the same about my computer monitor screen, though.
Because I use a little program called "f dot lux", or "f.lux" for short.
I've actu-
[unintelligible]
lux, or flu-
[unintelligible]
Because I use a little program called "f dot lux", or "f.lux" for short.
I've actually never referred to it as "f dot lux" before, I just thought it would be funny to do that.
Really, it is called "flux". And I think everyone can agree that it is called "flux".
Why would you ever call it anything different, I do not fucking know.
So, anyway, umm...
I'm looking at some dust here, inside of this little crawlspace.
I call it a crawlspa...
[[SECTION 3: "Left"]]
Could you fucking imagine being able to breathe in here?
Because I sure can't
I sure can't even fucking breathe in my own home
That's not supposed to be a metaphor for anything, I mean literally li- like I have to run a fucking diffuser with essential oils or some shit, to help me breathe
I mean I CAN breathe, it's just like, the main problem here with the shit air quality in here is all the fucking phlegm I get, I'm having to constantly spit into my trash can, makes me dehydrated n shit, cuz I forget to drink water, cuz I'm fucking spitting all the time
Makes it harder to swallow, cuz I'm fucking used to spitting all the time
I'm gonna fucking [unintelligible]
I'm gonna fucking spit [bwmmmm]
Oh gosh, I can't include that last part.
Bitch
Bitch
Bitch
McConnell
And don't you forget my faith
And don't you forget my faith
And don't you forget my faith
Isn't it fun?
You haven't seen shit yet
You really haven't seen shit yet
You don't know the half of this fuckin vocal range probably, Roxy
You don't know half of this fuckin vocal range probably, Roxy
You probably don't know shit, Roxy
Oh, Roxy, you probably don't know shit
Who knows what kinda fucking awesome time capsule this is gonna be
The 6 month long time capsule, baby, the 9 month long time capsule, baby
Oh baby give me one more chance
Oh fuck yeah baby, give me one more chance, Roxy
Roxy give yourself another chance
Roxy give yourself another chance
Roxy, give yourself another chance
Oh Roxy, give yourself another chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a chance to fucking sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
That's the least monotone I've been for this entire fucking recording session
That's the least monotone I've been for this entire fucking recording session
I'm so paranoid
That she's watching me
I'm so paranoid
That she's watching me
[unintelligible]
Sorry, I just heard the air cutting on, and I thought it was some gremlins pounding down the door, pounding on the little door, pounding down the door, pounding down the door, getting a little peep, getting a little listen in on me, getting a little peep and a little listen in on me because of my fucking paranoia.
Now, when I used the word "gremlins" there, I think that was actually a poor choice of words.
It was a bit impulsive, I don't mean to imply they're all gremlin-
[unintelligible]
...the like, green and white kind.
It's got like stripes o-
[unintelligible]
...peculiar. I did get, I did-
[unintelligible]
Anyways, as I was saying before-
[unintelligible]
You're struggling just a wee bit, to press the stop button.
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
I am such a powerful little-
Tyranny. Bullshit. I am my own life. I am my own experience. And you notice my resemblance.
Exponential love. In full fruition, this brave little Tyranny has finally come to light.
New heart desires. Full fruition, this funny friеnd has something else to say.
Tyranny. Bullshit. I am my own lifе.
I awaken, and I'm afraid you can't do shit.
Silly aspirations, beginning of thought 1:
I did a lot of crawling and taking things out to get into this space, where I'm able to record my voice
I FUCKING LOVE MY FRIENDS
I FUCKING LOVE MY FRIENDS
THEY'RE SO FUCKING KIND
CALL ME FUCKING PRETTY
CUZ I'M FUCKING ADORABLE
ISN'T IT FUN BEING TERRIFIED OF ALL YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS GOING TO HELL
IMAGINE BEING SO SCARED OF SUCH A TREACHEROUS FUCKING THING
IMAGINE BEING SO SCARED OF SUCH A TREACHEROUS FUCKING THING
IMAGINE BEING SO PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID
IMAGINE BEING SO FUCKING PARANOID THAT WHEN THE AIR CUTS ON, IT MAKES YOU FUCKING JUMP OUT OF YOUR SKIN
IT MAKES YOU JUMP OUT OF YOUR FUCKING SKIN
IT MAKES YOU JUMP OUT OF YOUR FUCKING SKIN
Can you see into my cameyesra?
Can you see into my camera eyes?
Can you see into my fucking camera eyes?
Can you see into my fucking camera eyes?
Cuz I'm a camo eyes
Eyes on camera
Eyes on the camera
Eyes on the prize
Eyes on the camera
Eyes on the prize
Eyes on the fucking prize
Eyes on the camera
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Goodbye for now
LET'S TALK ABOUT THE VIRTUAL HET
LET'S TALK ABOUT THE VIRTUAL HET
I SEE YOU GETTING ALL UPSET
I SEE YOU GETTING ALL UPSET
IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT
IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT
JUST EMPTY THE FUCKING SACK
JUST EMPTY THE FUCKING SACK
I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE
I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE AND I JOKE
I FUCK EM I FUCK EM I FUCK EM ALL UP
I FUCK IT I FUCK IT I FUCK IT ALL UP (IN A COOL WAY)
I LOVE AND I LOVE AND I LOVE
I LOVE AND I LOVE AND I LOVE
JUST TAKE A FUCKING BREAK
JUST TAKE A FUCKING BREAK
Today I was
Phlegm
[unintelligible]
See I wasn't prepared for the fucking errands that we had to run today
And
I'm
studying
I'm studying a lot of
...Oh shit. Oh fuck. I bumped into the fucking piece of shit motherfucker bitch. Fuck! Fuck!
That sounded a little too much like that
That sounded a little too much like what I was trying to get rid of
That little bit at the end
With the whisper bit
I'm still trying to figure out how to whisper properly
I'm still trying to figure out how to whisper properly
I'm still trying to figure out how to whisper properly
End of thought 1
Beginning of thought 2
2 thought -ginning of beg-
1 1 1 1
End
End of thought 1
Beginning of thought 2
[unintelligible]
A bit of a sore throat situation
[unintelligible]
Thought
1
Thought Thought Thought Thought1 1 1 1 1
Beginning of thought 2
[[SECTION 2: "Diary"]]
See I was staring here right at the wood on this wall
It's not really a wall actually
The walls of this house are clearly, um...
Some sort of material, it's not brick, I guess there's wood inside of them but it's painted over so it's hardly a regular wooden wall
But the wood I'm looking at right now is part of my old desk
My old desk was crazy
It had a lot of scribblings on it
[unintelligible]
Had a lot of
[unintelligible]
Desk
My old desk was crazy
It had a lot of scribblings on it from an old half-brother of mine, who previously owned it
And it has, um, three drawers, which we use to store stuff, because that's what you use drawers for
And, on top of it, we have, um, I'm storing this little back massager thing
Since it's inside the closet, y'know, I can just, pull it out, um, from there, uh, and I believe it's resting on a blanket, which is of course al-
[unintelligible]
Cuz, y'know, how else would the massager be on the desk?
So anyway, I open up the closet and grab the massager, and...
What I generally do at that point is I, um...
I usually like to s t a r t
s s s s s s s s s s s (...)
Like to start with putting it at the bottom of the chair, so like, it'll be- oh my fuck, I did it again.
Um, but yeah, I like to massage around the, the... the bottom of the chair, I put that there, so it can be, um, y'know, around the like, fuckin, like, like... li- Ugh.
Like, tailbone ki- Like right above the tailbone, y'know, right above my ass, basically.
Um, cuz I get a lot of pain there. Sometimes.
It was a lot worse before I visited chiropractor for the first time.
I feel like things have definitely been more uphill since then, though obviously it's a temporary thing.
But um, it's definitely pretty good and dope and swag and awesome, and other positive adjectives that I like to use in my, um...
My...dumbass vocabulary.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
I still don't understand.
"You fucking dumbass."
"I fucking hate idiots."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitch."
"Fucking bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
End of thought 2.
Beginning of thought 3.
I'm staring at this blue light right now.
I can't say the same about my computer monitor screen, though.
Because I use a little program called "f dot lux", or "f.lux" for short.
I've actu-
[unintelligible]
lux, or flu-
[unintelligible]
Because I use a little program called "f dot lux", or "f.lux" for short.
I've actually never referred to it as "f dot lux" before, I just thought it would be funny to do that.
Really, it is called "flux". And I think everyone can agree that it is called "flux".
Why would you ever call it anything different, I do not fucking know.
So, anyway, umm...
I'm looking at some dust here, inside of this little crawlspace.
I call it a crawlspa...
[[SECTION 3: "Left"]]
Could you fucking imagine being able to breathe in here?
Because I sure can't
I sure can't even fucking breathe in my own home
That's not supposed to be a metaphor for anything, I mean literally li- like I have to run a fucking diffuser with essential oils or some shit, to help me breathe
I mean I CAN breathe, it's just like, the main problem here with the shit air quality in here is all the fucking phlegm I get, I'm having to constantly spit into my trash can, makes me dehydrated n shit, cuz I forget to drink water, cuz I'm fucking spitting all the time
Makes it harder to swallow, cuz I'm fucking used to spitting all the time
I'm gonna fucking [unintelligible]
I'm gonna fucking spit [bwmmmm]
Oh gosh, I can't include that last part.
Bitch
Bitch
Bitch
McConnell
And don't you forget my faith
And don't you forget my faith
And don't you forget my faith
Isn't it fun?
You haven't seen shit yet
You really haven't seen shit yet
You don't know the half of this fuckin vocal range probably, Roxy
You don't know half of this fuckin vocal range probably, Roxy
You probably don't know shit, Roxy
Oh, Roxy, you probably don't know shit
Who knows what kinda fucking awesome time capsule this is gonna be
The 6 month long time capsule, baby, the 9 month long time capsule, baby
Oh baby give me one more chance
Oh fuck yeah baby, give me one more chance, Roxy
Roxy give yourself another chance
Roxy give yourself another chance
Roxy, give yourself another chance
Oh Roxy, give yourself another chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a chance to fucking sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
Oh Roxy, give yourself a fucking chance to sing
That's the least monotone I've been for this entire fucking recording session
That's the least monotone I've been for this entire fucking recording session
I'm so paranoid
That she's watching me
I'm so paranoid
That she's watching me
[unintelligible]
Sorry, I just heard the air cutting on, and I thought it was some gremlins pounding down the door, pounding on the little door, pounding down the door, pounding down the door, getting a little peep, getting a little listen in on me, getting a little peep and a little listen in on me because of my fucking paranoia.
Now, when I used the word "gremlins" there, I think that was actually a poor choice of words.
It was a bit impulsive, I don't mean to imply they're all gremlin-
[unintelligible]
...the like, green and white kind.
It's got like stripes o-
[unintelligible]
...peculiar. I did get, I did-
[unintelligible]
Anyways, as I was saying before-
[unintelligible]
You're struggling just a wee bit, to press the stop button.
( Roxy Radclyffe )
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