[Lyric] Unfamiliar Disaster (MADI LEEDS)

How did I get this way
Can't seem to find my way anymore
Love you with all of my heart
But sometimes you scare me
Maybe life's taken its toll
Restless and I'm getting old I don't want to
Am I losing my mind
Or trying to find it

Take a breath if I can
I just can't understand
Is it you
We'll all die in the end
I don't need to pretend
I don't feel alive

Only want you if
You don't want me
Want to feel loved but
Need to feel free
Am I filling up my time with all my false lust
Only used to my
Mind being used
That's the love that I've known my heart's bruised
Out of place my head aches
Feeling trapped yet so loved
You're so head over heels
Maybe I'm bored with feeling in love
Feel like life's fading fast
Am I drowning or drunk
I shouldn't try so hard to feel
Things are too familiar not real anymore
Why am I waiting for change
Or the usual disaster

Want to enter the night
Feel so lost in despise
Sick of plans structured lines
How do I close my eyes

Only want you if
You don't want me
Want to feel loved but
Need to feel free
Am I filling up my time with all my false lust
Only used to my
Mind being used
That's the love that I've known my heart's bruised
Out of place my head aches
Feeling trapped yet so loved
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