[Lyric] Unthetered (Preethi Raj)

This is a problem that-
I need to talk about
In fragments
As my thoughts
At 28
I know I will soon be
nine and twenty
At thirty
No longer pretty
My uterus
Not as ready

At thirty five
I wont be able
To birth a child
And a man might
Find it hard to
Love me.

I have dreamt of love at
Five
That some prince
Will save me
All I need is to be kind
And clean in my head
At 13
I was finally
A bigger girl

I used to think
...(this is embarrassing
bear with me)
After watching hundred movies
That love was crucial to my existence
without which I sensed breathlessness
License to dream
have thoughts
I can't speak of loudly

But when I tried a man at
23
He said, that,
I was different
Had some slimming down, growing up
And
Talking lesser to do

That's when I said
Mister, Fuck you
I love my voice
More than loser you
Coming to my inability
To find love at 28,
Aunties
Be patient.
I am only yet to find a man
who is
Half a man
As me.