[Verse]
Look
I'm being loyal but I ain’t getting nothing back
That just proves that my loyalty is inadequate
I did shit for others, I ditch others for others
Just to come out with several snakebites and these wounds
I'm done being loyal to the snakes and the fakes
I'm awake now I know what I’m doing, I know who I'm trusting
You telling me I gotta be this or do that
Nah let me follow in my own footsteps
Nowadays, homies taking shit for granted
They expect they wish to be granted
They wishing that I don't exist
Your wish is dismissed clearly
Don't think these homies take well to truth
That shit don't sit right with they stomach
Your wish ain't kept by you
It's kept by the non-existent genie you though had existed
Life is like a movie or what you call it
You call a life a game the way how you compete
Just to come out of the battle from defeat
Really thought you was undisputed and undefeated
I fight my demons I beat my demons
Another few stuck to my back tryna tell me where to go or what to do next
Who to leave for who and so and so and this and that and him and her
I'ma lose my mind if I don’t get my shit together
What am I gonna do, where am I gonna go
I’m embarrassed and scared of myself
Tell myself not to think of jumping of the cliff
But I can't help it
I try too much
What am I doing
Where am I going
Who am I trusting
I keep my day ones
I stay with my day ones
Forget the fake ones
My biggest fear is having a potential
Just to get taken away from it all
Cause I can name a list of these rappers
Who had potential and they gone
Steez was 19
Pop Smoke was 20
X was 20
Juice was 21
Big was 24
Pac was 25
Von was 26
E was 31
Nip was 33
And now they deceased
I don’t wanna be famous
But I want it all
But it could all be the equation
To my grave
God please give me answer
Look
I'm being loyal but I ain’t getting nothing back
That just proves that my loyalty is inadequate
I did shit for others, I ditch others for others
Just to come out with several snakebites and these wounds
I'm done being loyal to the snakes and the fakes
I'm awake now I know what I’m doing, I know who I'm trusting
You telling me I gotta be this or do that
Nah let me follow in my own footsteps
Nowadays, homies taking shit for granted
They expect they wish to be granted
They wishing that I don't exist
Your wish is dismissed clearly
Don't think these homies take well to truth
That shit don't sit right with they stomach
Your wish ain't kept by you
It's kept by the non-existent genie you though had existed
Life is like a movie or what you call it
You call a life a game the way how you compete
Just to come out of the battle from defeat
Really thought you was undisputed and undefeated
I fight my demons I beat my demons
Another few stuck to my back tryna tell me where to go or what to do next
Who to leave for who and so and so and this and that and him and her
I'ma lose my mind if I don’t get my shit together
What am I gonna do, where am I gonna go
I’m embarrassed and scared of myself
Tell myself not to think of jumping of the cliff
But I can't help it
I try too much
What am I doing
Where am I going
Who am I trusting
I keep my day ones
I stay with my day ones
Forget the fake ones
My biggest fear is having a potential
Just to get taken away from it all
Cause I can name a list of these rappers
Who had potential and they gone
Steez was 19
Pop Smoke was 20
X was 20
Juice was 21
Big was 24
Pac was 25
Von was 26
E was 31
Nip was 33
And now they deceased
I don’t wanna be famous
But I want it all
But it could all be the equation
To my grave
God please give me answer
( Prince TJ )
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