[Lyric] Update (Lucio)

[Verse 1]
Damn it hurts
It is all a blur
I can come to terms
I'm [?]
Six feet in the dirt
'Cause [?]
Damn it hurts
It is all a blur
I can come to terms
I'm [?]
Six feet in the dirt
'Cause [?]
Like
This is just an update
On my life
Like, can I get a software
Update on my lifeline
'Cause I need some change
Feelin' very different
Used to never rain
[Verse 2]
Every night fucks every day up
Like Frank, feelin' like it's my fault
In like almost every way
Tryna make a difference
Got your panties in a bunch
'Cause you feelin' different
All these voices in my head
Man I feel indifferent
Say you seein' my side
But you lie
Backstab me from behind
Look alive
Look alive
I'm selfless
But way too much, damn
Distance myself from some friends
But they followin' my shadows 'cause they never really leave
And I'm mostly really doubting all these [?] let me breathe

[Verse 3]
'Cause all this pain
Is [?]
All these feelings that I'm hiding
Let them get evicted
I can't take it no more
This has happened before
But this time it is worse
So let me just reverse
And explain in a verse
It gets messy like gore
Poured out my heart
Feel empty
For a while
Now it recently hit me
Depression 'n stressin'
And I'm feelin' aggresion
Look around it's [?]
I'm only tryna repress it
And maybe I'm regressin'
While I be makin' progression
And honestly I'm guessing when it all is over death is
Something I've considered
Hate to say it out
Fuck that's bitter
Will I be gone in a second
These things that I question
While I'm makin' next family dinner
I was put on Earth for a reason
My mood change every season
Winter came soon pre-season
Please change weather less breezin'
[Outro]
It still hurts
Almost not a blur
Almost come to terms
Hope it works
Six feet in the dirt
If it doesn't work
It still hurts
Almost not a blur
Almost come to terms
Hope it works
Six feet in the dirt
If it doesn't work
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