[Lyric] Used to care (Hamilton)

Xtravulous

Welcome to my world, nothing really matters
I used to care and love but now my heart is shattered
Waking up every day feeling like a pattern
Tired of this life I wanna see whats after
Lately it seems like all my friends are actors
Gotta find all the snakes i need to capture
Gotta cut em off they got what they asked for
Imma leave them bleeding leave their plans in disaster

Watching run their mouth
They don't know that's fatal
If they fucking all my bros, they are only painful
I treat the pеat like the floor off my tip toes
I rеally do this? got nothing to lose bitch

I know they hate me
They dont know what they doing
My life is too short, I gatta keep it moving
Every time i speak i get the anxiety
My biggest enemy is always the brain inside of me
Oh
Fuck
Xtravulous

Take all my memories, I fucking hate them
Wake up the evening, no motivation
You working and you sleeping but we all die
Doesn't make any sense but its alright

I guess i'll just stick around, see what happens
Smoking till my eyes low and the room spins
They can't see what i see, they dont like me
All the pain it drives me but it cuts deep

Oh

They feel like im in a nightmare
Screaming out your name but i feel like you dont care
Yeah, I know that you hear me
Your eyes are in my mind I can see them clearly
Wish we never met, think i would be happy
Now im on my own with the scars that she left me