[Lyric] Used To This (PoppiDizzy)

I been used to this women leaving my side cause they ain’t used to this me tellin them abt emotions think I’m new to shit like I ain’t true this shordy I’m true to this I put my all in this I put everything I’m feelin and my flaws in this jus being raw wit shit shit you’d call me out my name in your mind you sip then you forgetting the shit now you called me a bitch an now we fighting again yet I’m cool as a fan repeating cycles again see it’s real when I love you come from lovers or friends it be real when a fuck you turn to fucking again it be real when you cuffеd ppl notice you then ppl poppin out the cut comе from way back when father god lord in heaven pls forgive me for sins god bless Lul genn an her soul amen they write all this bull about me write without my consent you can tell by the tone that it’s gettin intense at the point when it’s your service I don’t wanna attend we was A1 day ones shit was pretend broken fences broken souls I’m not making amends when y’all wanna make it better I won’t even attempt call me stubborn but this is why I’m callin it quits up downs quiet time like remixing a brick or you can knock it down to bussin but no rounds ina clip think because you see me smile I’m on some joke time shit I’m not agreeing with that I’m real offended it’s cap been was spose to drop the album but Was pushin it back had a lot weight to drop hada lose me some fat when they see da kid out they try to gimme some dap last year when I saw you was running thru racks this year last week you lost ya life to the them gats an every real one that I know gotta feel me on that got me venting spittin Knowledge breathing life in a track now you tell me ina flesh shordy what you know about that I know all about that i been off the porch step I done took my own steps no one had they arm stretched everyone I knew left all they did was wish the best homeless shit was full effect something ida never guessed some Things you jus don’t expect wonder where’s da disconnect when we stop doing checks mental mind is not in check emotional it gets neglect spirit leading incorrect important shit we all reject jus to protect an you thinking like like show me what’s next I’m in my feelins like I feel the effects like am I doing right or am I living right this my world in my head while I’m boarding my flight headed to the north side early sun an it’s bright ain’t seen my babies ina month get em saturday night wanna keep ‘em both for good but I know how it goes you got parents that you love you need em both I suppose wonder why life Is a spiral why I’m hittin my lows every time I see my uncle we be coming to blows
Every second that I drink my body freezes an slows usually the best time because I start to compose note that’s the same time when I’m trippin on woes notice everything that glows don’t be good for ya glow ima rookie to the unknown but vet to the pros a lot of people in my life I jus had to outgrow will we ever speak again only god truly knows by ya grave every month it’s a beer an a rose I’m gone